Officially hating beer (Saturday, September 10, 2011 / 1:06 AM)
So, today marks the end of my 4th week in SMU. I seriously can't believe that i actually survived through 1 entire month of school. Mid-terms are coming in just 2 plus weeks. I feel so unprepared and still in a holiday week and this totally scares me. & today marks the end of party time in Smu till at least the recess week which comes in 4 weeks time. =D
Serious mugging is absolutely required. No more slacking! No more partying.
Sports fiesta( did nth but just cheer and acted as goalie for captain ball for 5mins in my rocker outfit. LOL. ), AS class which never fails to make me feel dumb due to the people around me, CSD event followed by ASOC day. The music was good and the food was really awesome! Took my first round of food. Wiped it clean. Feeling greedy as usual, i decided to take a 2nd helping only to realise that i was far too full to swallow any food down. =/
Feeling quite down at the moment. :(
Was on the train when i realised that i got rejected by the ocsp to vietnam. Well, still thought that i was able to get in as i felt that the interview went pretty well. Sigh guess my well wasnt good enough. The dissapointment i received on the train felt just like how i felt when i read the email only to know that i got rejected by ntu nanyang scholarship. The sense of failure. The sense of feeling really upset. This sucks. Oh well, no choice. If there's no other ocsp to go this december, guess i'll only go during the summer next year. No choice.:(
On a positive note, this will enable me to concentrate on ivp next january.
emo ttm right now. I need to let it go.
nth is ever gg to come out of it.
i shld have expected it. fml
will i ever find that one day though..
