(Sunday, October 10, 2010 / 9:04 PM)
Its days like this i feel so tired of studying.
I stare at my notes and i just cant seem to bring myself to study.
Prelims were long over. Mock prelims are starting in 5 days.
Its only one more month to prelims. By right, i should be mugging my ass off right now but instead im obviously not.
Sometimes, i feel so tired.
Tired of studying hard and not doing as how i expect myself to do.
I've no idea what i want to be in the future.
Medicine,accountancy,hotel management. I've no idea.
Sometimes i wish that i can just live a life of hallucination and dreams, cutting myself away from reality.Aint it nice living in the fairy tale sort of world.
I'm tired of life not going the way i wish for it to be.
I'm tired of going school. Just one more official day in school and i can bid school goodbye.
I cant wait for A levels to be over.
I want to be the girl i'm not now.
I wish i could club,stay out,have fun and maybe waste my time away till i'm sick of it.
Or maybe i should move to an unknown place and stay in soliditary.
