(Sunday, June 27, 2010 / 4:01 PM)
service with pst kong was AWESOMMEEEE TTM today.
the feeling of a one big family. =) i like it.
During the camp night session 2 weeks ago, God spoke to me about re-commiting my life back to him once again and he reminded me of the dreams and goals i had set at the start of the year Visions and dreams that seemed so far and distant. Indeed it has really been a long time since i was able to feel his presence so tangible in the midst of a church meeting and cry in his presence. thinking once again. Once again, God reminded me of the promises i made to him at the start of the year and the many occasions when he came true for me during the darkest moments of my life. I was also reminded of my secondary 4 years back in N317. Despite my O level year, that was really the time when i saw myself grow stronger in the Lord , see myself serve him even more, attend cg,service,pm at riverwalk during the week of prayer and still did okay for my prelims and o level. I liked what pst said. That indeed God is not blind to the sacrifices you've make. Even though going to church= having less time to study, God indeed multiplied my time and enabled me to finish studying what i had to. Although having 9 points was sort of disappointing to me, i'm however grateful for that result at the very end. If i had scored better, i will never see myself in ACJC, i will not have a chance to be educated in a christian environment , be surrounded around christian friends , study in a more relaxing and enjoyable environment, immerse myself in a brand new culture and also be part of the GREAT AC CROSS COUNTRY TEAM. <33333
i'm proud to be part of the Ac family and i've no regrets entering Ac! =D
Minghui asked me what my goal was at then end of 2008. I remembered telling her that i wanted to rise up to become a connect group leader. I had the chance in 2009 yet i fell back to where i originally started off in 2010 when i was once again in a new environment.
Talking about my christian walk earlier with my cg ppl had me thinking about my entire 3plus year plus almost 4 year walk with Christ in CHC.
I always started off all powered up and excited to serve him more, to grow closer to him. Yet when in a new environment, i see myself fall all the way to the bottom of the pit.
Its really time for me to learn to adapt to changes, to learn to cope and not escape from it.
Its time for me to learn to put him first in my life and not get distracted by other things in my life.
I'm really thankful for his unconditional love for me. That despite the many times i've failed him all these years, he was alays still there for me, encouraging me and giving me new chances to start all over again.
Its time that i be serious about my walk in Christ.
Its time that i treat him seriously.
Its time that i mean what i say.
Even if it means sacrifices, hard work and inconvenience, i'm still going to try my best once again.
Doing something for another despite the inconvenience express one's love for the other.
Brand new start of the next half of the year= new realisatic goals.
baby steps it may be, but i'll make sure i do it till the end.
NEW GOALS FOR JUNE 28, 2010
Spiritual
1. attend cell group and church service regularly again + Fellowship after service at least once every 2 to 3weeks
2. start attending bible study once again
3. read my bible and pray daily
4. Be more faithful in these little things =))
Studies
1. No more taiwan drams, study more diligently. min 1.30am daily!
2. No more distraction, stay focus!
3. Attain my dream scores for A level! =DD
Health
1. Cut down junk food, eat lesser and loose weight! =)
2. run @ least 3 times a week
okay time to study!!! =)
school starts tmr. MONDAY BLUESSSSS. :((((((
