(Monday, September 22, 2008 / 4:30 PM)
sometimes its really hard. i tried so hard but i just cant get my desired score. sigh.
it feels so tough that i really feel like giving up at times.
but i know i can't and should't especially during such a time as this, when i've already given my all for the past 3.5yrs.
i've done it. i've fallen but still i've made it and obtain straight As. i choose to believe i can do it once again for my O levels.
but my faith wavers as each paper is returned back to me today.
i'm losing my motivation to study. i really don't know how to get even better results. i did my all but thats all i got. D:
some results were returned today.
A for e math,bio and chinese p2.
B3 for chem. wth?! 1 more mark to A. ugh.
and c5 for histoy. omgosh. almost cried when i saw my result.
chem was already bad enough, but to get a C for history?
its totally unacceptable. almost cried when i saw my paper.
but i was like shitshitshit. cannot.
i really hope that Ss can push it all the way up to B grade.
everyone's improving, but why not me?
