STILL I HOPE FOR MORE, AND MORE, IN THIS
FUNNY LITTLE WORLD
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Jane Koh
#19
SMU student!
caderas latina & cross-ctry!=)
i'll reach the top
one day.

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my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going


don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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(Thursday, June 12, 2008 / 3:59 PM)

I NEED TO STUDY BUT I'M SUFFERING FROM CAMP-LAG! D:
i feel sleepy, my head hurts & i dont feel like studying now.
but i shall attempt to finsh at least 3 full chemistry papers today!
YESH. THATS MY AIM.

CAMP PHENOMENA ENDED AS QUICKLY AS IT STARTED.
ohmymama! why do time fly so quickly? :(
camp this year was much more spiritually AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL. :)
but the 2nd night was pretty disappointing esp the dramas. which were all pretty much boring and hence not really very enthu.last year's items were VERY MUCH MORE INTERSTING!
LIKE ABRAHAM'S!!! :))))))))

1st day
WENT FOR CAMP PHENOMENAL. though like last year, i wasn't really excited about it, i went believing that like alst yr's camp it will really change my life for a better.
left the house at 6am & i was damm FREAK OUT ALRIGHT!
imagince 6am whereby th whole estate is seriously still very quiet with few cars whizzing by when suddenly 6 or 7 ambulances,4 or 5 fire engines and 3 police cars past you.
with their RED SIRENS DEAFENING THE QUIET OF THE MORNING.
wonder wad happened? cause it seems rather SERIOUS.
trained all the way to simei to meet the rest and went for camp.
thought that i was late initially but the others were later than me.
O.o
HAD ICE CREAM FOR BREAKFAST. :)
butbutbut was late for camp for like 45 mins. D:
GAD GAD GAD GAD.(yeah thats my team!)
but i swear the grouping is SUPER WIERD! out of 15 team members, 10 are guys and SEVEN ARE ALL BELOW SEC 1.)
butanw the girls were all quite nice& friendly so it was quite easy to interact with them. yeah! :DDD
anyway, games i think were MORE FUN than last year's.
SESSION ONE WAS GREAT AS USUAL. :)
presence of God was super strong.praise,worship and sermon was great. wth a really down to earth sermon.THE FIVE LOVE LANGUAGES/ though i heard the sermon for a number of times already, it still is interesting. cause theres always new revelations that i've yet to realise.
sometimes, humans even i, may be so engrossed in just having our needs met. BUT.
have we ever tried to do that for a friend?
encourage them?
praise them?
do something nice for them to show that you love them?
&&& night's short drama was nice too.
no matter what we have done, no matter how others may treat us & no matter how and what happens.
God never changes. as long as you are willling to go back to him. when you take one tiny step of faith,he will take a hundred more steps towards you, to help you.
during camp, God once again urged and challenged me to rise up in ministry and cg. & not to feel scared or incompetent. not listen to what others say about me and get affected but to instead listen to his calling for me & face my fears.
& i'm evem more determined to do better in my spiritual walk. by trying to pray even longer than an hour! :D
& rise up in ATTRIBUTES AND N317!
wee! I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!
AMEN!
NIGHT GAME. HEROS AND HEROINE.
i think it was very FUN!
ran like crazy and sweat like shit! O.o
the most fun part was when we had to search for the heros and heroine and battle! :)

bathed at like 2 plus again cause i STINK LIKE CRAZY!
learned that i had to lead worship for mock cg. SHITZ. freak out!
so unexpercted okay!

DAY 2
morning exercise! jog for first two rounds around stadium and kind of run the last round! :)
1.2km. not bad yeah!
SESSION 2.
learing how to pray.
MORE GAMES.
the maze i think was pretty cool!
:DDDDD
HAD MOCK CG.
damm freaking nervous cause 2 groups combind into one. ARGGHH!
& i couldn't sing at all cause i had to voice and my voice came out all hoarse and fierce. D:
heehee! but nvm. at least i tried and did my very best.HAHA!
i believe that this is God's first step of faith for me.
to get a hang of it all and first step towards facing my fears of speaking to a group of strangers.
sermon was on FAITH.
yesh. faith. not just rely on your own strength but on God.
didnt get to really play cause had to protect the papers from getting wet.
BLUE HOUSE DAMM CHAM!
all the houses ally against us.
simeon's the structure super G.G
totally torn.
BUT WE REMAINED UNITED! :DDDDD
& I bathed for less than 5 mins cause it was running late. EEEEEK!
NIGHT SESSION.
omgosh. sweat like crazy cause the hall was VERY HOTTTTTTT!
sermon, STEEPING OUT-MAKING CHANGES!
having EXTRAORDINARY FAITH to believe that you are able to CHANGE.
DRAMA WAS SIAN.
finale-sang and took photos with GAD, N317, NANHUARIANS!
and some other people.

waited for tinghuan and vera to bath. then slack around at the cateen. scammed this guy from simeon,tinghuan cg. Vera and i were saying that we were from HOLY INNOCENT'S HIGH.
& omfreak! his sister is also from that school. & he actually believed and said no wonder i look farmiliar. LOL. his like so CUTE AND GULLIBLE LAH.haha! so funny!
rawr. & he believed until tinghuan told him that we were scamming next morning!
yeah. fu qi zhi jian bu neng you mi mi.
YO TINGHUAN. WE UNDERSTAND YEAH.
slack with th vera and some others at some secluded corner for a while, went to canteen there watch them play daidee and watch the guys play bball till bout 5am.
went back to bunk cause vera wanted to sleep and in the end fell asleep till 9am.LOL.

3rd day
after breakfast was packing up and played bball till noon.
went east coast park, slack till 9 plus before going home.
realised that theres alot of wierd people in BLUE HOUSE.LOL.
reached home at 11pm. AMAZING!
bathed and slept till almost 10am!
HAHA!


OMGOSH. just spend 7 hours on the computer. D:
RAWR!!!! okay i shall go and MUG NOW! WOOSH!


JIAYOU!
:( boohooo! didnt really study this june.


AIM FOR THE SIX POINTS GIRL!


what a long post. O.o