i know that things will never be the same again. its just all too late. even if i were to tell myself that everything will turn out great,its just all a plain lie. its plain deceit. self delusion. this has gone on for too long. and i guess it wil end at that very moment when everything will finally change. when its time to go, it will probably be a final goodbye. theres no one to blame but myself. no on else. i may have had it there the key to the lock in my hand but i took it for granted that it will come again. i guess i was wrong. but htheres no point in it anymore. its the end of this story. and yeah. its just a chapter of my life. and life still has got to move on as i bid this chapter of my life goodbye and as i move on.
LIFE IS JUST SO ORDINARY. CG AND SERVICE. PLAYED CHEAT AFTER CG AND CHURCH. LEARNED HOW TO PLAY BRIDGE YESTERDAY. HAHAH! did chinese. like O.o physics spa tmr. i will do my best. :)
bye!!!!!!!!!
10 more days to CHINESE O LEVEL. 13 MORE DAYS TO THEORY EXAM.
this will be the last few times i talk about it already. things need to satrt anew. and there is no point lingering to the past. cause this will not change the present nor the future.
