(Monday, August 13, 2007 / 4:16 PM)
as taken from vera's blog
VERA: i think we should let goJANE: i had been trying to do that since last yearVERA: OK if we walk out of JEC and see JUNHE, we let go. HAHA!JANE: HAHAHAHA! THATS IMPOSSIBLE LAH.VERA: NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. okay lah, if it rain we let goJANE: OKAY.ooola! IT RAINED SUPER DUPER HEAVILY. yeah. how many 'pacts' have i made since last year. MANY. i bet with myself many times. and i LOST all the time. its just too hard to let go. i dont wanna let go of something so dear to me; yet so far. i'm never gonna let anyone replace you.NEVER. cause no one is gonna be able to replace you.i tried it and in the end i realised that i still love you.it doesnt make my day nor does it heal my broken heart.at the end of the day, i achieved nothing. and maybe cause you were the first i really loved.there was this show were by the girl loved this guy for TEN years. waiting for a miracle. hoping against hope that her love will be reciprocated. i dont wan this to happen to me. NO. i've waited. and the feeling is TERRIBLE. maybe time will cause it to go. maybe when you just disappear from my life things will turn out better.i guess we wil never be meant for me. i asked GOD many a times why cant i have you? and its freaking but whenever i ask my mum will start telling me about BGRs and how GOD has already a chosen one for me and that all i need is to wait upon him. ITS FREAKY. LAST NITE IT RAINED BUCKETS. and all i could do was to just stare blanky out the window. i knew all along in my heart that it will be negative.i guess all i did was to chose to live in self denial. i wanted to let go many a times but when ever i.... i just cant bear to let go. i think im a COLD BLOODED GIRL whose HEART has turned into STONE.
OK JANE STOP ALL THIS EMO-ING. GRRRSSSSSS!!!!!FINE FINE FINE. I SHALL BLOG ABOUT SOME OTHER STUFFS. WEEZZZ!common test was okay i guess. english was alright and chinese.
HAHAHAHA! i really dont know. gah. my chinese is just plain
LOUSY. I FORGOT TO BRING HOME MY E MATH TEXT BOOK. CONGRATS!AND IT E MATH TMR. haha! and i studied in class. 6 whole periods. okay maybe not but around 5. and i study until i was so stress. :O
okie and the lift at clemnti there half closed when it was supposed to go up and i
FREAK OUT. i feel so distant from everybody.
and i think that i should just return back to my books to mug.
BYE PEOPLE.I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU OUT THERE. :DHAHA!1 more mark to A for chem. GRRRRSSSS!
ms wang said that CT2 chem paper is tough and she
EMPHASISED on
CHEM CALCULATION. falalalala!
oh and im gonna take my
CARTILAGE THIS FRIDAY. and if my cartilage goes well im gonna take
TRAGUS. yay!
