i'm super duper tired. dance practices just drain all my energy away. but i still love dance!! and its all worth it.<3> n i wanna run next year!! 4 by 400m. yay! i can run next year n yeah 306 we are gonna win loads of tropheys and medals! :D tis year was practically HORRIBLE. most of our events were just plain WALK OVER! well there will be no syf next year so this would most probably not happen again.
dance tomorrow at UCC. our last rehearsal. STRESS! its just like lest than two days to SYF. i hope we will do as well as cultural and come back wth a GOLD WITH HONOURS. :D mid years in about 10 over days time. HAPPY NEW YEAR! I have not started. math test next week. its just tests and more tests. i'm really sick of going to school.
i'm feeling super stressed. tests, mid years in less than TWO WEEKS. piano exam in july and october. dance syf in less than two days. tremendous amount of stress weighing down on me. to top it all relationship problems. its really xin ku to be the middle man, trying to help both parties clear all the misunderstandings. i really hate this. y cant we return to the old times??? are our friendship that fragile that it cannot with stand any small problems. sometimes i feel so tired of life. i really wish to just stay and rot at home and dun care about anything. lock myself at home and lead a carefree life. i feel like screaming! i feel like crying!! i really sorry if i showed any attitude to anyone and if i offended anyone. i feel super pms tis few days. everything ppl do just piss me off and i really feel like scolding vulgarities rite at their faces. but i refrained from doing so. thank God for the strength to do so. i feel really tired.
where were euu when i needed euu. i'm really tired of waiting for euu
