okie n i really need to do my school homework. REALLY SERIOUS cauz i hacen even touch at all. i'm super dead! ;(
24/3 dance prac today. super fun. ran from 2nd floor to 6th floor and down again. i love PTs! BOTH DANCES will get GOLD WID HONOURS. hohoho. after dance went causeway point wid vera. went mac for lunch. she had sundaes AGAIN. well dear vera seems to eat it each time we go mac. walked around. went kiddy palace. ohman! i'm ADDICTED and ATTRACTED to kiddy palace. i think that the stuffs are of extreme cuteness. n we were there planning to buy stuffs for some people. the more retard the better. wad a great laugh we had. i bet we were looking like retards. well we look like one everyday. hahas. went Cg. the message was powerful.
thirst and hunger after God. i really don wanna draw away from God. I love him for he is always there when i need him. man may fail me but God wun.
n THE CG PEOPLE MISTOOK I FOR VERA AND VERA FOR JANE. *laughs* WELL THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING SINCE LAST YEAR CAUZ PPL ALWAYS SAY THAT I HAVE THE VERA FACE. WELL BOTH OF US ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER. N PPL DUNNO WHICH IS WHICH.
oh yesh. n i dislike my name VERY MUCH. it sounds so dang PLAIN. which makes it sound all HORRIBLE. hmmmsss i think i wanna get water baptise say mayb tis year and add another christian name to the front. :D
noe y i'm name JANE?? well my sister was and is still name GRACE. n my mum was thinking of a one word name for me. n 'TADANG'! tis name came to her mind n i'm named this!!!
went je entertainment centre to meet my mum. rink was close for competition practice. i wanna go watch the competition. its next saturday and sunday. its a MUZ WATCH!!
25/3 church today. sermon was fabulous. by casey treat.
HAVE A VISION. BELIEVE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN. HAVE FAITH.
by casey treat as to how tis applies:" if euu think tt ppl dun like euu cauz euu are wierd n u believe that wad euu think is true,this will really happen. cauz aft tt ppl will really think tt euu r wierd." HAHAHAHAHAHAS. look at vera's n my mine reaction. :0
home now. wanted to go swimming wid my cousin and aunt. but HOMEWORKS!!!!!!!
i wanna stop thinking bout euu. dump my memory of euu into the bin n forget all bout euu. just like how i forget wad i threw into the bin last week. well i noe tt it is hopeless cau u wun even noe how i feel cauz euu probably dun even realise it euu probably dun even care tt i exist in tis world the same world and same century as euu.
however tis decision is so hard i made it last year to forget bout euu cauz i noe tt it is hopless i thought tt i was succesful tt i had forgot all bout my love for euu that u were just someone of my past life tt i had fallen for someone else but as i look at euu again i realised tt u were always on my mind tt i had not forgotten euu not at all i still love wuu the same as i did in the past mayb even more
i feel distracted i just cant concentrate all i do is just think bout euu i thought of a confession so as to get an answer but its just too hard i cant take the blow the blow of being rejected
mayb i'll keep all this feelings in my heart lock it up and even bring it wid me to my grave it will be lock up in heart wid the key thrown into the sea where euu will never even realised and noe of the love i had towards euu all tis time.
fairy tales all have a wonderful ending but i noe tt tis can never be compared to a fairy tale for tis is life story a real life story where happy ever after endings are just really impossible for love seems to be one sided most of the time mayb euu even have someone tt u already love just tt i didnt realise it just tt i dun wanna admit it mayb i'm just in a state of denial cauz i dun wan tt to be true i feel like asking euu rite in the face to tell euu the truth to ask euu the truth n not just guess but i lack the courage
i guess living in another world living in my own make believe world will ease all my pain n i will wait till i find my life partner some one whom God has chosen for me when i was not even born yet. God has chosen some one great for me all i have to do is just wait for his timing. his perfect timing.
