(Friday, October 13, 2006 / 7:14 PM)
ok yest wanted to blog but i could not enter into blogger.. rawrr!!!! PISSED!!! wasted my time which i could use to watch tv.. catching up wid all e latest shows aft 10 months.. i didnt watch tv shows since sch started tis year... shall make up 4 lost times... lalalala.. shall blog bout wad happen yest n todae..
went out wid csf yest.. cauz i promised to help her do a makeover since lk one month ago?? well we were supposed to meey at 12 at je mrt.. but at 11 plus i called her but she ws lk still at home... n i told her to call me once she reach boon lay mrt... well cauz i didnt wan to look lk a retard standing at e mrt waitin 4 ppl.. i waited at home 4 a call while watchin some wierd tv programmes till lk 12... well i hv bad estimation of time n since i dont even noe how far her house is fr e mrt station.. i called her at 12 n e next thing she said was tt she was reaching je mrt station already.. hahas. poor her waited 4 me 4 over half an hour... nvm csf it's an honour 4 u to wait 4 ME!!! hahas. jkjk! we were suppose to alight at bugis but we were lk listenin to e mp3 n watchin a free show.. hahas bout some ppl starin at some ill breed kids shoutin n screamin in e mrt... tss! tss!!! n we went all e wat to kallang!!!! arh!! e moment we were at kallang i was lk
:"oh shit! we overshot!!" hahas at kallang mrt we were zi lianing again till e mrt came.. went bugis to take neo prints.. n i bought an emily wallet 4 $20 n i love it lotz..walked around bugis but didnt see any thing to our liking so we went to bugis village... walk walk walk.. n lk wtf la ppl esp gals were practically starin at us... n we were lk wad's ur prob la.. FREAKS!! sf was on a total shopping spree.. she bought a wallet, pencil box n a skirt..
aft a while lk 2 hrs later...we were lk hungry!!!! went bugis cafe to eat n i hd fish n chips... i was lk so hungry aft bein starved since last nite... sf then bought two zinc bags aft my persuation.. hahas mayb i can think bout becomin a sales lady.. aft o levels.. left bugis n went orchard cauz we were bored... went far east n we both bought e same shirt n i bought a crown jacket... which was white n gold.. omg!! so nice.. hahas.. it was lk 5 plus n i hd to meet my mum cauz i was goin out wid her... so as we were goin to 711 b4 goin e mrt station i saw some nhds seniors.. hahas. we both looked shocked??!!
went to e mrt - red line one wid e intention to go city hall b4 changin to e green line.. n 'tada!' we took e wrong train... went all e way to toa payoh b4 i realised.. drats1 i was already running late.. well finally we took e right train.. n IVAN finally called. lol! wanted us to meet him at ps but it means lk changin trains.. oh so bad!! i wun get a chance to see him cauz they meetin on nxt thurs.. n i'm goin overseas... n death note is out... arh!!!!! i was half an hour late meetin my mum.... hahass.. n i spent $70.. wid csf spendin $160.. i sure nope how to make one burn a hole in their pocket... lalalalalala..
todae is FRIDAY E 13th... my gosh!!! n i was chao unlucky todae.. i realised tt i dun get into trouble but is juz tt trouble comes to find me... wtf!!! shant say wad really happen but is lk ppl juz lk findin trouble wid me n get me into hot soup when i did NOTHIN... f them la!!! nothin better to do go n f urself la... kill urself anything.. well i guess some of u knew wad happened.. n some freaks keep catchin my attire.. n my gosh our pe teacher can actually still recgonise me.. aft 3 weeks.. nothin good juz e gal who pone e pe 3 weeks ago.. so many pone but it seems tt my face most outstandin..
results were out todae- 3 subjects..
first- lit.. 40/50.. ok bax.. since i expected tt...
hcl-58/110 + 44/70 + 13.5/20 = 57.8
crap i gt e some how lowest in class... my chinese is droppin but i juz... haix!!! my chinese was lk a b3 la... everyone's cl seems to b improving EXCEPT ME!!!! mt paper was a total mess esp my paper 2.. i wanted to cry seeing my disappointin marks ut i juz couldnt... no use cryin over spilled milk.. anw i tried my best... mayb my cl juz sux! BUT i juz hope tt my hcl overall can get at least a b4..
el paper 2- 33/50.. expected.. when ms wong went thru e answers.. hope tis time el overall can get a b3..
although i topped my class in el paper 2 plus lit.. i juz feel upset.. n stressed.. mayb cauz e group i mix wid r so competitve... we all hide behind a mask n r labelled as bad kids n slackers by all but others juz dunnoe how competitve we actually r.. we study n study behind others to achieve good grades n everyone seems to b catchin up.. it's juz so stressful.. n i'm feeling stressed over i dunnoe wad.. i jux dunnoe.. sometimes i juz feel lk cryin.. i dont noe.. everyone seems to b goin against me, well us.. we r not bad kids at all.. i hate to b labelled as one.. we r not lousy in our studies at all... NO!!! dont they see tt our group ppl r scoring lotx of As n toppin e class. i cant wait to go sec 3.. mayb i wun b so ANTS anm.. but they forced me to do tis.. some i hv nv even offended b4 n they r findin troub wid me.. wads their prob la.. nothin to do???
getting back physics, math, geo n his n art nxt monday.. STRESSED!!! i hate losin to others.. when i studied hard.. haix..
life has nv been a bed of roses u dont excel in everything.. i dont noe wad i'm good at.. wad's my talent or gifts?? haix!!! one can nv hv two Bs but.....
living behind a mask is awful... no ones noes how i really feel.. i dread sch nowadays..havin to tolerate lotz fr other ppl..bein labelled n named n havin to b persecuted by some..my feelings u will nv noemy brain is spinnin n turnini'm juz so stressed..fr everything..i'm prayin n commitin all to GOD.. :pps: any one noe how to scan n upload neo prints?? tell me.. thx..
