(Thursday, September 25, 2008 / 8:50 PM)
hello, i guess this will be my last post till o levels. O.o
prelims results are like out already.
5A1s,2A2s,1B3 and 2 B4.
L1R5= 9 POINTS.
LOUSY. even NJC doesn't want me. thk goodness theres no more first 3 months.
oh well, shall buck hard during this last one month. make sure that my As are not those 7o plus kind but 80plus kind especially for my sciences since i'm pretty sure that i screwed my SPAS up like kns. & i must improve on my combine humanities and languages.
& omgosh. lao huang has such great faith in me. he actually told me that i can get A2 for my HIGHER CHINESE. LIKE CHEENA LEH. WOW.
haha! call me ambitious.
but i'm really really aiming for 1oA1s for my o levels.
i'm going to come back to get the MONEY from the school.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Goodbye, my blog!
i'll be back by november.
(Tuesday, September 23, 2008 / 11:00 PM)
I AM FEELING FAT. CAUSE ITS 11PM AND I AM EATING DINNER WITH MY SISTER. POOF! but thinking on the brighter side i did indeed shed some calories today by running 3plus km outside ty's house and used e gym cycling equipment and cycled for 5km. :D
omgosh and those ang mohs are so fast okay when they run. there was this 3o plus yr old man who stopped and so i managed to overtake him and guess what, all too soon he caught up with me and ran till like ZOOM! scary. okay,i shall run like that too. :)
studied with ty and did chem for about 3 hours plus and managed to study 2 chpts of social studies. :D
i can do it! i can do it!
YES YES YES. SINGLE DIGIT POINT FOR O LEVELS. :DDDDDDDD
got back biology and physics,A1.
add math p1 was an A1 though its like a rather low one. but oh wells, blamed it on myself for doing the paper s slowly that i couldn't complete like 10 marks? :(
sigh.
nevermind, o levels will be better though.
I BELIEVE.
WEE! shall go study Venice.
but but but alot of people tell me that Vernice will not be tested though?
ugh.
(Monday, September 22, 2008 / 4:30 PM)
sometimes its really hard. i tried so hard but i just cant get my desired score. sigh.
it feels so tough that i really feel like giving up at times.
but i know i can't and should't especially during such a time as this, when i've already given my all for the past 3.5yrs.
i've done it. i've fallen but still i've made it and obtain straight As. i choose to believe i can do it once again for my O levels.
but my faith wavers as each paper is returned back to me today.
i'm losing my motivation to study. i really don't know how to get even better results. i did my all but thats all i got. D:
some results were returned today.
A for e math,bio and chinese p2.
B3 for chem. wth?! 1 more mark to A. ugh.
and c5 for histoy. omgosh. almost cried when i saw my result.
chem was already bad enough, but to get a C for history?
its totally unacceptable. almost cried when i saw my paper.
but i was like shitshitshit. cannot.
i really hope that Ss can push it all the way up to B grade.
everyone's improving, but why not me?
(Sunday, September 21, 2008 / 8:51 PM)
1 john 5:4-5i thank you Lord for being with me in my ups and downs, never failing to help me when i'm fall.thank you for always being my source of strength.I love you abba father.Cg meeting,service and prayer meeting were FABULOUS, to sum it up.i'm going to run this race well and not let obstacles hinder and block my way.i know that i can run to you no matter what happens.
i'm totally lacking the motivation to study today. sigh.
Help me Lord.
sometimes it really doesn't matter
but at times it really hurts.
(Saturday, September 20, 2008 / 1:22 AM)
i swear its mortifying how i check up my friendster every like once a week to see 3 to 4 new adds each time.LOL.
& the people that add are even from overseas at times. O.o
WIERD.
( / 1:22 AM)
time check: 1.22am
Prayer conference was great. it was like almost an endless prayer of almost 2 hours. :)
first prayer conference was for this week's prayer cg and another was connect group taken by Gwen. really amazing esp during the sharing of end times by Gwen. its pretty freaky thinking about it but it really make me set my heart on really going on, not giving up and doing my best. i really want to run this race well and emerge as a winner.
didnt go to school today. i mean, seriously. can't the school plan like more useful, beneficial and interesting activities for us. oh whatever. anw mugging at home/out beats going to school. school's a drag and a bore. ugh.
PTL. i'm really happy today. studied quite a lot in a rather short frame of time.
did 5 biology ps tys and a full e math paper for my tuition. ;D
and i actually and yes FINALLY decide to start exercising again. LOL.
had been too lazy to do so for the past one month what with preparation for ct2 and prelims. yeah. but i've decide to not gove up this time round though.
GREATLY MOTIVATED to lose those grosteque fats and caloris. SHED THEM ALL AND BID THEM GOODBYE! :)
STARTING MY 800 calories meal and daily exercise cums mugging plan starting from today.
&&&& something random.
i'm really looking forward to the arrival of O levels.
was just talking to Gwen just now and i was telling her how excited i was for o levels OH WELL. i think its better to get it done asap and ENJOY the times of FREEDOM AND FUN.
can't wait for tonning sessions, late night renderzvous talks with friends, shopping trips
and yes to add to the list, time to enjoy and tan at the beach and find a job too.
i really really want to dye my hair golden brown. hohohohoh!
& yay, heard from vera that we are going to OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL. I WANT! I WANT! BEAMS TO THE MAX!
and it has been a long time since i last talk about my gigolo shop since goodness know when. its really cute when i tell people that and they really believe. and i'm missing my dearest gigolos thou. rolfmao.
oh yes and to add to the to go list.
CHANGI VILLAGE! CHANGI VILLAGE! CHANGI VILLAGE!
geez. such a long post today. heehee.
anw BYE earthlings. off to study! :)
(Wednesday, September 17, 2008 / 7:05 PM)
prelims are like FINALLY FINALLY OVER! :D
cheerios!leaps for joy!
i really really hope that i can do well for prelims thou. hope for a single digit for L1R5. teehee!
its now to the final and last battle= OLEVELS!
shall relax for today before resuming days of MUGGING. :(
yepyepyep. i can do it! :)
shall cont with my ISWAK 2 now!
(Saturday, September 13, 2008 / 11:31 PM)
EXTREMELY PLEASED WITH MYSELF. :DDDD
i haven been using my computer for more than a week. its really a great improvement.
studying out indeed does help me to concentrate better and mug.
i love tzeying,weiru & gwendo my dearest STUDY MATES. :)
PRELIMS.
didnt finish addmath p1 and physics p2. i'm like super duper sad. ugh.
why addmath?! why?! i mean i have always finish p1s within an hour or the most an hour and a half. never have i not complete the paper before. sigh. i hope i'll do MUCH MUCH MUCH better for p2 thou.
i'm till aiming for my L1R5 score of _
:) evil smirks!
oh well, off i go to study addmath.
why did Vinod give up on society and found suicide as his solution?
its because of the HYPOCRISY AND SUPERFICIALITY attitudes of society and his inability to accept the change of Saloma the one who he trusted and relied most.
Lit is cool,
syudying is cool,
i want to hit 60 study hours weekly. :p
i shall rely on GOD
& my red bull?
DU SHU LE!
ZAI JIAN!
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(Thursday, September 04, 2008 / 2:32 PM)
holidays= NOLIFE.
OUT EVERYDAY BUT its just mugging mugging and more mugging. 0.o
on a brighter note its really bonding sessions with friends.
studied at Riverwalk yesterday and a SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT. cause i studied for a total of ten hours there. :DDDD
prayer meeting was FUN AND COOL. REALLY AH-MA-ZING! :)
& mugging is FAT AND FATAL :(
(Wednesday, September 03, 2008 / 12:15 AM)
time check:12.24am
came online for a WHILE to de-stress though. :D
had been having mugging marathons daily.
achievement managed to mug from 9pm on sunday night to monday morning, 4am. O.o
gah. i'm so feeling the PRELIMS STRESS NOW. :(
GOD HELP ME! I RELY ON YOU!
sunday was bible study after fellowship at bedok hawker. bedok has NICENICENICE hokkien mee. :) YAY! & finally going to take VL test. like FINALLY.
was stuck at home the whole of morning as mum was home. LOL.
sick leave. & i felt so guai cause i didnt use the computer but instead studied history and addmath.
4 hours of addmath tuition in the evening. tuition lesson was taught by some relief teacher and the class was AMAZINGLY QUIET. LOL.
went to school for biology class today. i REALLY REALLY thought that it started at 9am. reached school at 9.15am? with weiru. thks for waiting for me. :)
sat tgt and was totally laughing at the wrong time. OPS! & lesson was an utter waste of time. copied biology ct paper answers but cant bring the paper home when biology prelim paper is the first paper when school reopens. O.o
thk goodness we dont sit tgt during lesson time or i seriously doubt that i will ever listen in class.
studied at je library with weiru. mug for 3,5hrs, talk for 2.5 hours, dinner and studied for another 1.5hrs. :D
omgosh. so funny and we were debating over if the person is a female acting as male or vice versa. and it was totally hilarious with enweiru laghing like a mad ass all of a sudden!
okay, shall stop blogging and study physics NOW! :)
