(Sunday, June 22, 2008 / 9:34 PM)
ARGH. SCHOOL STARTS TMR= SUCKS! D:
NO BIO & CHEM TMR = DOUBLE CHEER! :)
NO MORE LATE NIGHT SLEEPS AND CHANCES TO WAKE UP LATE.
NO MORE SLACKING MY ASS OFF.
DRATS ITS NOW MORE TYS, MORE REVISION, MORE ASSESMENT AND MUGGING SESSIONS.
GEEEZ.
SCHOOL SUCKS.
OKAY AT LEAST I GET TO SPEND TIME WITH BESTIES AGAIN.
BUT BUT BUT
Y MUST I HAVE SORE THROAT AND FEVER NOW. :(
BOOHOOHOOO.
minghui and edmund's wedding was fun yst. :D
first time attending a church wedding after so so so so long.
IT SO COOL ALRIGHT! :)))))
gah. going to bed soon.
HIATUS HUMAN!
hey people goodbye
XOXO
(Friday, June 20, 2008 / 2:30 AM)
omgosh? i so should be studying BUT i cant concentrate cause chinese really do SUCKS.
i cant understand the whole compre passage and my poor nose is blocked & i cant seem to breath? :(
gah. its like only 4 more months to O LEVELS. O.o
rawr! shall go do my chinese SOON.
I SWEAR. REALLY. like in 10mins?
went to mug with bimbo yesterday. :)
almost like 6 hours of mugging and did 7 chpts of addmath. :DDDD
cam whored like crazy for 1 over hour.
super funny especially the 16 continuous shot.
EXTREMELY RETARDED.
UPLOAD SOON K, BIMBO!
tuesday was seoul garden and shopping!
ate alot and bought 2 tops.
teehee.
RAWR!shall go do CHEENA alr. :(
FROWNS.
(Thursday, June 19, 2008 / 11:48 AM)
cam whorring with bimbo! :DDDD
(Tuesday, June 17, 2008 / 1:42 AM)
omgosh?i actually soend 3hours 40mins to type out my threee lit essays.
mindyou. its THREE. NOT THIRTY.
oh my mama! why?why?why?
okay. i sort of multi talk. but but but!!!
i wanted to finish my last lit poem and my off centre notes.
guess i got to do it tomorrow.
KUKU!
i shall wake up ultra early like 8am?
heehee! & complete my lit so as to feel better. teehee!
yay! seoul garden tmr.
cronicles of narnia tmr
the happening on fri
kungfu panda on saturda
:DDDD
SO WHAT IF I LAG BY A CENTURY.
blahblahblah.
(Monday, June 16, 2008 / 1:15 PM)
SHITZ! no more slacking. no more fooling around.
JANE KOH! u got to start working or you will NOT get your As! D:
OKAY SO I'M GONNA START MUGGING FROM TODAY ONWARDS!!!
rawr. shitzhead, i have not started any revision on ALL my humanities and biology.
& i wanted to use the june hols to improver my chinese.
BUT.. .. ..
okay, so its no more slacking but MUGGING EVERYDAY!
Jane you can do it.
OMGOSH. FATZZZ!
had subway for both lunch and dinner yst.
& i think that singapore river is damm romantic and nice.
but haha! i was like damm scared that i will like fall in?
rolfmao. stayed there till 10.45pm lidat & cabbed home.
ugh! lucky i reached home at only 11 plus? :)
& my mum was ASLEEP ALREADY!!!!
poof. but nvm taking a cab is both comfortable and SAFE.
rawr! off to mug alr. teehee.
XOXO
LOVES!
(Friday, June 13, 2008 / 9:53 PM)
Teardrops on my Guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
(Thursday, June 12, 2008 / 3:59 PM)
I NEED TO STUDY BUT I'M SUFFERING FROM CAMP-LAG! D:
i feel sleepy, my head hurts & i dont feel like studying now.
but i shall attempt to finsh at least 3 full chemistry papers today!
YESH. THATS MY AIM.
CAMP PHENOMENA ENDED AS QUICKLY AS IT STARTED.
ohmymama! why do time fly so quickly? :(
camp this year was much more spiritually AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL. :)
but the 2nd night was pretty disappointing esp the dramas. which were all pretty much boring and hence not really very enthu.last year's items were VERY MUCH MORE INTERSTING!
LIKE ABRAHAM'S!!! :))))))))
1st dayWENT FOR CAMP PHENOMENAL. though like last year, i wasn't really excited about it, i went believing that like alst yr's camp it will really change my life for a better.
left the house at 6am & i was damm FREAK OUT ALRIGHT!
imagince 6am whereby th whole estate is seriously still very quiet with few cars whizzing by when suddenly 6 or 7 ambulances,4 or 5 fire engines and 3 police cars past you.
with their RED SIRENS DEAFENING THE QUIET OF THE MORNING.
wonder wad happened? cause it seems rather SERIOUS.
trained all the way to simei to meet the rest and went for camp.
thought that i was late initially but the others were later than me.
O.o
HAD ICE CREAM FOR BREAKFAST. :)
butbutbut was late for camp for like 45 mins. D:
GAD GAD GAD GAD.(yeah thats my team!)
but i swear the grouping is SUPER WIERD! out of 15 team members, 10 are guys and SEVEN ARE ALL BELOW SEC 1.)
butanw the girls were all quite nice& friendly so it was quite easy to interact with them. yeah! :DDD
anyway, games i think were MORE FUN than last year's.
SESSION ONE WAS GREAT AS USUAL. :)
presence of God was super strong.praise,worship and sermon was great. wth a really down to earth sermon.THE FIVE LOVE LANGUAGES/ though i heard the sermon for a number of times already, it still is interesting. cause theres always new revelations that i've yet to realise.
sometimes, humans even i, may be so engrossed in just having our needs met. BUT.
have we ever tried to do that for a friend?
encourage them?
praise them?
do something nice for them to show that you love them?
&&& night's short drama was nice too.
no matter what we have done, no matter how others may treat us & no matter how and what happens.
God never changes. as long as you are willling to go back to him. when you take one tiny step of faith,he will take a hundred more steps towards you, to help you.
during camp, God once again urged and challenged me to rise up in ministry and cg. & not to feel scared or incompetent. not listen to what others say about me and get affected but to instead listen to his calling for me & face my fears.
& i'm evem more determined to do better in my spiritual walk. by trying to pray even longer than an hour! :D
& rise up in ATTRIBUTES AND N317!
wee! I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!
AMEN!
NIGHT GAME. HEROS AND HEROINE.
i think it was very FUN!
ran like crazy and sweat like shit! O.o
the most fun part was when we had to search for the heros and heroine and battle! :)
bathed at like 2 plus again cause i STINK LIKE CRAZY!
learned that i had to lead worship for mock cg. SHITZ. freak out!
so unexpercted okay!
DAY 2morning exercise! jog for first two rounds around stadium and kind of run the last round! :)
1.2km. not bad yeah!
SESSION 2.
learing how to pray.
MORE GAMES.
the maze i think was pretty cool!
:DDDDD
HAD MOCK CG.
damm freaking nervous cause 2 groups combind into one. ARGGHH!
& i couldn't sing at all cause i had to voice and my voice came out all hoarse and fierce. D:
heehee! but nvm. at least i tried and did my very best.HAHA!
i believe that this is God's first step of faith for me.
to get a hang of it all and first step towards facing my fears of speaking to a group of strangers.
sermon was on FAITH.
yesh. faith. not just rely on your own strength but on God.
didnt get to really play cause had to protect the papers from getting wet.
BLUE HOUSE DAMM CHAM!
all the houses ally against us.
simeon's the structure super G.G
totally torn.
BUT WE REMAINED UNITED! :DDDDD
& I bathed for less than 5 mins cause it was running late. EEEEEK!
NIGHT SESSION.
omgosh. sweat like crazy cause the hall was VERY HOTTTTTTT!
sermon, STEEPING OUT-MAKING CHANGES!
having EXTRAORDINARY FAITH to believe that you are able to CHANGE.
DRAMA WAS SIAN.
finale-sang and took photos with GAD, N317, NANHUARIANS!
and some other people.
waited for tinghuan and vera to bath. then slack around at the cateen. scammed this guy from simeon,tinghuan cg. Vera and i were saying that we were from HOLY INNOCENT'S HIGH.
& omfreak! his sister is also from that school. & he actually believed and said no wonder i look farmiliar. LOL. his like so CUTE AND GULLIBLE LAH.haha! so funny!
rawr. & he believed until tinghuan told him that we were scamming next morning!
yeah. fu qi zhi jian bu neng you mi mi.
YO TINGHUAN. WE UNDERSTAND YEAH.
slack with th vera and some others at some secluded corner for a while, went to canteen there watch them play daidee and watch the guys play bball till bout 5am.
went back to bunk cause vera wanted to sleep and in the end fell asleep till 9am.LOL.
3rd dayafter breakfast was packing up and played bball till noon.
went east coast park, slack till 9 plus before going home.
realised that theres alot of wierd people in BLUE HOUSE.LOL.
reached home at 11pm. AMAZING!
bathed and slept till almost 10am!
HAHA!
OMGOSH. just spend 7 hours on the computer. D:
RAWR!!!! okay i shall go and MUG NOW! WOOSH!
JIAYOU!
:( boohooo! didnt really study this june.
AIM FOR THE SIX POINTS GIRL!
what a long post. O.o
( / 3:10 PM)
Do you believe you can survive without money?
YEAH. stay at home everyday & ROT.:X
Coolest thing you’ve gotten in the mail lately?
i doubt i got any mails? haha. PATHETIC. its all for my parents only. O.o
What’s your weakest point?
ANTI SOCIAL ANTI SOCIAL ANTI SOCIAL
Ever been given a ring?
NO. :( haha!anyone wanna give me one? rolfmao!
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
depends i guess.
Have you ever been cheated on?
by friends? yeah.
What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
they are much nicer? less vicious as girls? HAHA!
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yeah. LOL.
Do you believe everyone deserves another chance?
mosyly yes. but it really depends on the circumstances too.
Believe in love at first sight?
i don't know? maybe.
Ever dated two people at once?
NAH.haha!
Do you want to get married?
yea. if i meet my Mr RIGHT.
What was the last thing that made you sad?
i canr really remember.
Is there anything to look forward to today?
nah. i'm just going to rot at home.
camp-lag!
(get the joke?)
Do you think dreams can come true?
doubt so. my dreams never come true.
Who did you dream of last night?
DREAMLESS SLEEP YESTERDAY.
Who was the last person who said I love you to you?
HUMANS AT CHURCH CAMP! :)
Can you write with both of your hands?
YES!its only if its legible.
Do you know anyone who has changed a lot in the past year?
JANE KOH.
What is one song that brings up an important memory?
tonight!
Who were your last 5 calls from?
MUM MUM MUM MUM MUM!
Are you a heart breaker, or the broken hearted?
BOTH. :(
Have you ever liked someone because of their appearance?
OFF COURSE.
cause all the humans that i like are due to looks. LOL.
ITS CALLED VISUAL PLEASURE.
Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
CELL PHONE ONLY.
What color would you like to bleed?
RED?
BLUE?
GREEN?
YELLOW?
If you have a wall calender, what kind is it?
ONE WHICH IS HUGE HUGE HUGE!
WITH ETHAN RUAN'S FACE ON IT! :)
Have you ever been to a convention?
duhh.
Were you an honor roll student in school?
SCHOOL OF THE DEAD?
What do you know about the future?
?
Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?
SMALL EYES? haha!
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
no? LOL.
If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
BACK PART OF MY HIPS!
If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
JAPANESE. FRENCH.GERMAN.SPANISH.KOREAN.ITALIAN.
:DDDDDD
SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ]Talked back to a teacher. (I'M NICE!)
[x] Been kicked out of class. (ALWAYS-DURING SECONDARY TWO!)
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school. primary sch.)
[ ] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school. (derrr. how ccan i not break with such RETARDEDLY GROSS RULES?)
[ ] Completely failed a test.
[x] Left class without asking. (Doesn't eveyone do it?)
[x] Missed a whole week of school. (WHEN I WAS SICK WITH ULCR INFECTION ALL OVER MY MOUTH & THROAT! :()
[ ] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ] Argue with your parents a lot. (HAHA! NOT REALLY THOU.:D)
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.(no bros)
[x] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.(lately no)
[ ] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[ ] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
[ ] You sleep in very long.
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry a lot
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You cant stand being with your parents
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x]You currently dislike one or more of your friends.(i'm HONEST OKAY!)
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. (ALMOST ALL???thats y its great to mix with XIAODIDI AND XIAOMEIMEI :D)
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends
HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand. (vacumn cleanerss!!!!)
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling lies (HAHA! FOR FUN? YEAH. THATS WHAT WE DO AT CAMPS.LOL.)
LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your ex's.
[ ] You can stay committed for an unusually long time. (GUESS NOT?)
[x] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily. (DEPENDS!)
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. (I DUNNO? but i guess so?)
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[ ] You hate George Bush.
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you. (Yeah)
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do. (at times.)
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible.
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets (teehee. guess so)
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[ ] Fallen up the stairs. (UP??!!)
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together. (YESH!)
[ ] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[ ] Had surgery
[X] Slapped someone across the face. (FOR FUN.)
[ ] Killed someone.
[X] You have been to Europe.
[x] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.
(Sunday, June 08, 2008 / 11:04 PM)
OMGOSHMOGOSH!
I WANNA TON TODAY SINCE 2343857456475623459238740 YEARS AGO.
& MY MUM DIDNT ALLOW LAH!
ugh. so irritating!
the moment i raised this question, she immediately YELLED NO!
& screamed her lungs out(i bet) giving me CRAP REASONS.
wth? so irritating and pissed.
dunno when then can i ton again can.
maybe aft O LEVELS?
which is like so LONG LONG LONG AWAY.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
RAWR!
hope camp will be fun!
GOODBYE HUMANS!
(Tuesday, June 03, 2008 / 5:55 PM)
i feel like A PURE SLACKER.
i feel DISGUSTED with my inabillity to curb my com-addictiveness but instead allow myself to rot my time away doing anything but studying.
ITS MORTIFYINGLY DEPRESSING.
i really want to study but seriously i lack MOTIVATION.
people get me out of the house to study! :)
i haven really been studing since last friday? yeah. its just pure short studying periods ranging from 1 to 3 hours. :(
i'm off schedule.
i'm seriously not on task.
i need to try harder.
WORK HARDER.
if not i CANT go where i want to.
JUNE HOLS- serious mugging time.
YET... ...
shopping these few dasy.
bought 3 tops, 2 dresses & 3 pairs of shoes with mummy last saturday.
& bought 2 shorts with jess earlier.
i'm going for my eye surgery later.
dont cry if i die. LOL.
(Sunday, June 01, 2008 / 8:47 PM)
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
angry. hurt? well,seriously depends.see how much i like the person? yeah.
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
well if only one & for now. 10A1s for my O LEVEL. ")
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
it will be GRAND and POSH and FANTASTIC and WONDERFUL.
i'll have like 2000 people attending both the reception and the banquet at night. :)
different set of gown for each photoshoot & gowns to change every hour for the dinner banquet.
ROLFMAO.
#4 If you could wish for anything in the world, what would it be?
i want lots of things. cause i'm GREEDY.
good grades.
happy family.
closer relatioship with God. :DD
& friends.
***** ***
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
#5 What's your ideal lover like?
AS HOT AS ETHAN RUAN JING TIAN?
AS ATTRACTIVE AS YAN XING SHU?
AS SMART AS ALBERT EINSTEIN?
AS RICH AS JI CUN XI (FTLY)
AS SPEEDY AS PP
AS COOL AS SS
I'LL CONTINUE WHEN I'VE THOUGHT OF MORE QUALITIES.
hmmms. as said its just
IDEAL#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
WHAT KIND OF LOVE?
SISTERLY BROTHERLY FRIENDLY LOVE
LOVING SOMEONE IS GREAT! SPREAD THE LOVE OF CHRIST.
TO KNOW THAT IF YOU ARE BEING LOVE IS WONDERFUL.
other type of LOVE- depends.
#7 If you'd chose between marrying someone you really love but doesnt like you, versus someone who loves you but you dont like, what would it be?
NONE, i guess?
marry and suffer and cry and jump down the building and die and if you dont die get charged in court?
CRAZY.
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
WHAT DO YOU THINK? AS QUOTED
" GIRLS ARE JEALOUS,PETTY & VICIOUS!"
hey sohlifatt! farmiliar?
#9 Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?
MY RAGING HORMONES THAT CONTROLS MY EMOTIONS. :(
#10 Would you like to be attached?
NOW? guess not if i want to FOCUS & get my 10A1s.
next time.
yeah?
#11 How so you see yourself in 10 years time?
ii'll be 26 yrs old then.
at that time i see myself with a
STABLE JOB THAT HAS GOT A HIGHT SALARY
RICH BOYFRIEND
CAR OF MY OWN
CGL? haha.
#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
family & friends.
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
CHAN SHUFEN!
bimbo chan. BESTIE.
someone whom i can always confide my feelings to, whine to and cry.
someone who gives me advice when i need them. :D
my shopping, bitching, cam whore,boy crazy fanatic mate.
teehee! :))
#14 Would you rather be single&rich or married but poor?
SINGLE AND RICH.
OFF COURSE.
needless to say.
marriage aint everytime.money means more to me. o.O
#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
brush my teeth
#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
i hope too but i cant gurantee that i will for everyone of them.
#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmmms. see which one is better.
#18 What type of friends do you like?
people who like me! cool & fun & retarded!
i dont mind gays. seriously. :)
#19 What type of friends do you dislike?
O.o
#20 Do you think this quiz is a waste of time?
nah. its DE-STRESSING though i got nth to destree. seriously.
