funny little world

(Monday, April 30, 2007 / 8:32 PM)

THERE'S 9 GWH FOR MODERN. LOL.

i'm surprised that i'm so energetic thou i slept for like only 5 hours plus for the past week :D
i failed e math. HOHOHO!! well cauz i dint study. i didnt noe e test till like a day b4 . n e next day was SYF. during e paper my mind was ALL ONLY ABOUT SYF!!!! CUN REALLY CONCNTRATE. nvm at least i could do all the corrections. thats good enuf.

I PASSED PHYSICS. 13.5/20!! SO I'M HAPPY! :)
2.5 marks of careless mistakes. i actually read the Qn wrongly. SO DUMD!!! MCQ SOMEMORE!
i think my results are like ROLLER COASTER. thats a bad thing.
i hope my brain wont go BLANK during exam.

labour day tmr. so its time to MUG AGAIN.
i think STUDYING IS FUN n i love MUGGING. yeah rite!

noe some thing u suck!!! ARSEHOLE!! PMS FOR ALL I CARE! poof!!

(Sunday, April 29, 2007 / 7:40 PM)

i think i'm DEAD! I cant find the tangent of a graph. i always get the wrong value. LIKE SHIT CAN! then my log change of base. GEE!! from CT1 until now still like cant change. nvm my DARLING CHENG shall be teaching me those tgt wid physics -drawing of the resultant force!! :D i still dunno how to draw. LOL. slept at 1+ am yesterday. mugged for almost e whole day.studied chem, emath, bio, physics and s.s. fell asleep while studying BIO. HOPE I CAN RMB ALL!
thx goodness i had CHENG to mug tgt wid me till 1 plus. HAHAS.

as a result cun wake up in time for church today. had usher duty. was supposed to wake at at 6am but i woke up at like 7 only. cabbed to bugis to meet vera. and the taxi driver was like : " BUGIS HUH??!!" he muz be super shocked. like why on earth would a gal go bugis at like 7 plus in the morning. LOL. reached church at only 8.45am instead of 7.30am. the usher leader was SUPPER FUNNY AND LAME.
SELF ENTERTAINING OURSELVES AGAIN. i think we appear mad to others always. SERMON WAS GREAT GREAT GREAT CAN!!!
yay!! pst kong will finally be back next week!! i miss his preaching!

rush home only to fall asleep. okie bye! shall continue to mug for amath and history already.

exams are great
they help me not get distracted by euu.
mayb i should juz mug everyday
so as to not alwax think of euu.

(Friday, April 27, 2007 / 4:08 PM)

shall blog before studying or i'll really DIE!! i hate my OH SO ROUTINE LIFE! MUGGING! ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE!

i wonder hows daphine HUNK and _____!!! HAHAS!

dear ms chng is in a great mood today. LOL. but she asks me to invest more in clips. she says that i need to clip my whole hair cause its MESSY??!! like hello i've got like 10 clips on my head already. my hair is not a parading ground for CLIPS-BLACK UGLY ONES SOMEMORE. i dont mind coulourful ones. I WORE NANHUA SOCKS FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. so uncomforatable! BUT SHE DIDNT CHECK. she's super irritating can. when i wear she doesnt check and when i dont wear she makes a big HOOHA!! JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HER.

did ten year series for 3 periods of english. chemistry was about THE MOLE! by e HOD of science. CEP. me and yeeteng went in late for like 20 mins. SCHOOL HERITAGE TOUR AGAIN. but well went back when she asked someone[ i forgot who] to go look for us. CEP.we were supposed to do comic strips. peijun,may,jessica,yeeteng and i DID THE BUS LOVE LIFE of DAPHINE HUNK AND _____. BROKE INTO FITS OF LAUGHTER. ms chng thinks its yeeteng's bf. HAHAS. n she asked yeeteng if its HER.LOL. MS CHNG AND YE DIDNT UNDERSTAND OUR COMIC STRIPS. its an INSIDE JOKE. ms chng is a spy. i think that she's trying to find out as to who has got steads. and during CEP ye showed a picture of someone's eyes. look like yt. even chng agrees.

i shall post the comic strips some other day. when we get it back from YE.

PRATA WID VERA AND TZEYING. i think we should all stay in the same condo. then can study together in the reading room. so convenient. dunno anything just ask. condusive environment and oso can GOSSIP! LOL.

okie shall go mug now.

NO FAIR I DIDNT GET TO REALLY SEE GREEN TEA FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS!! HAHAS. DONT LAUGH!

(Thursday, April 26, 2007 / 11:19 PM)

YAY!!! WE DID IT WE DID IT WE DID IT!!!
GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR MODERN DANCE TOO! SO HOHOHO! THIS MEANS THAT WE HAVE TWO GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR DANCE!!! SO COOL CAN!!!!

I LOVE DANCE!!
ITS MUGGING TIME. ITS 12.21 AM-27/4/07 and poor jane is mugging for stupid MIDYEARS!
i miss secondary two life!!

yeah and some stupid arse actually insult dance like while walking past me. hello!! wad we dua pai! shut ur gap can! and we not tai ko get two gold wid honours. we put in our best efforts to achieve it. n they got a black look from me. HAHAS. dont u dare insult dance ESPECIALLY IN FRONT OF ME!

ok i'm gonna continue my mugging. HAHAS.

(Wednesday, April 25, 2007 / 6:04 PM)

JANE IS FEELING HAPPY. HAHAS.
I DID MY BIOLOGY TEN YEAR SERIES. UNIT 1 YO 4. I DID MY PHYSICS W.S AND I STUDIED PART OF HISTORY 2.1. i sacrificed going to SAKAE to study and well cauz my dad is back. :D

n i bought a PINK BARBIE DOLL PENCIL CASE. I THINK ITS SUPER CUTE!! vera also bought a PINK PENCIL CASE. I think that its SUPER PRETTY. big book shop really has got lots of NICE pencil case. I SHALL BUY MORE NEXT TIME. did a little h.w at macs with vera and tzeying b4 going home. n i'm so proud cauz i've been mugging for about 3 hours. AN ACHIEVEMENT!! i feel motivated.

paper1 for mid years and dance results out tomorrow. FEELING STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!
8 more days to paper 2. i really am SCREWED UP. its like so little days left and so much to study.

my contacts hurts again. i wanna buy new spectacles!!
shopping spree after mid years.

I MISS DANCE PRACTICES ALREADY!!

OK BACK TO MUGGING. BYE!!

i shall fully concentrate on mugging and not on euu.
i miss euu.i try to prevent myself from falling for euu.
but.. its really hard. e moment i saw euu.
my heart felt otherwise from wad i wanna do.
maybe u knew it already and well maybe u dont.
mayb things shall start off and end from where it was.

(Monday, April 23, 2007 / 10:19 PM)

ohmigosh! 6 months of hard work ended just like in a SPLIT MOMENT TODAY! i think we did PRETTY WELL TODAY! CHEERS! EVERYONE SAID THAT THIS WAS THE BEST WE HAD DONE! THE LINES WERE STRAIGHT, THE ACTIONS WERE SHARP AND QI. tears were shed! our hard effort was all paid off! :D SHEER HAPPINESS! all of us did our VERY VERY BEST! and thats what really counts. our effort,our team spirit. i fnally understood wad lao shi meant by this " do our best! the awards arent all that important!" yeah. we did our very best, enjoyed ourselves. and thats what really matters. but still i hope we get our GOLD WITH HONOURS!!

i felt so nervous b4 starting to dance. after nanyang danced i was like omg! its our turn already! i could feel my hands and legs shaking and heart BEATING SUPER FAST! from the 6 pai that block part i started to relax. my throat went all dry. it went ALL TOO FAST! it was like huh finish already?!! SO FAST?! it was much faster than the other practices. everything went by so fast! all i knew was that i had to do my best! i managed to go all the way down during the ending pose. FIRST TIME! :D

coming out from the back stage, we were all EMO KIDS EH! crying. HAHAS. we screamed and cheered and cried for joy. i think that we were the loudest group. we came back to school with hearts OVERJOYED. IT FELT LIKE AFTER 2005'S SYF OAI!OAI! OAI! at that time i didnt really understood and i felt so wierd and extra while they were all screaming and shouting and cheering. i finally EXPERIENCED IT TODAY! the feeling is just WONDERFUL! :D

however my day was rather unlucky today. A caught my attire. n made me stand. LOL! it said that i'm not wearing proper socks. like hello!! its so long already CAN??!! i wear socks much lower than that and Mr Ng let me pass. and what is this?! now that i wear such high socks u tell me that it still NOT ACCEPTABLE! RIDICULOUS CAN! and the worst is that u say that i lie to my parents! like what de can! i so do not lie to them bout my attire. my parents know the state of my attire. when on earth did i tell my parents that the school dont catch my attire.?? the problem is that my parents dont bother with such OBNOXIOUSLY RIDICULOUS MATTERS!!! life- theres much more stuffs to worry bout then THESE NONSENCES!! fine wear NANHUA SOCKS! if that makes u happy! n my hair was tied into a PONYTAIL cauz i was told to do so on saturday!!! i didnt receive relay system that i aint allowed so! THE RELAY SYSTEM! POOF! i dun receive any messages CAN!! JUST LIKE YESTERDAY! i got scolded for nothing lar!!

n my poor left eye is infected. by contacts! thank God i dint experience any pain while dancing. my headache was MIRACULOUSLY HEALED b4 i perform! I PRAYED!!! but after dancing my eye hurt so much that i had to throw the contacts away.

POOR ME!! BLIND IN ONE EYE! N I WAS EXTREMELY CLUMSY. HOHOHO!

now that SYF is over. its time to MUG!!!

istilloveyancantleteuugo!
iwaneuu.
buteuuweresuchanarseholetodae!

(Sunday, April 22, 2007 / 6:35 PM)

HELLO!! hahas i'm at jessabelle's house doing e lit project. n yeah its still not completed. POOF!! n i'm eating chocolates GROWING FAT!! argg!!

yesterday and today was such a humorous day. we hear of totally incredible stuffs. LIKE WOW!hahas. thinking back i really feel like laughing. HOHOHO! some things seemed super WIERD CAN! n well i shant reveal too much.

i love u anyway, baby!

TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY! :D
i'm actually feeling super excited!!!!

(Saturday, April 21, 2007 / 6:22 PM)

today i shall comemorate a really SPECIAL DAY!! ITS MINE 1OOTH POST! :D
so yeah reading thru mine old posts is loads of fun. HAHAS!

last dance practice today. 1 more day+++ till the day of our battle.
n MODERN WE ARE GONNA DO IT! WE ARE GONNA ROCK THE WHOLE STAGE AND IMPRESS THE JUDGES!!
practice today was ok i guess. however i believe we are going to give our best shot on monday!! WOOSH!
n today i realised how much i miss my STUPID RETARD MATE. first dance practice that we get separated. [excluding yesterday. tt didnt count. lol] poof! i miss going RETARDED WID HER!!i realised that we get really HIGH TOGETHER. or well maybe MAD!we can actually self entertain ourselves just by talking about SCARY DINO OR EMILY GAN! n i think that they make a great couple. HAHAS.

and VERA SOH IS MINE! RETARDED MATE!~~~~

reading thru my old posts made me remember how much i dislike being in modern. for the starts, i got separated with VERA SOH! next sl,sp and jy took the bamboos and i was like left ALONE! by myself! to make matters WORSE i was the ONLY SEC 3 GAL[ren] IN MODERN. n i look like such a klutz and idoit so SOLO!i hated being in this dance. i really wanted to dance cultural!
but.. i believe GOD has a reason for all things.thru this i get to noe my juniors really well. in actual fact they are all super NICE, FUNNY, RETARDED TOO! HAHAS.
n my conclusion: I REALLY LOVE THIS DANCE; MODERN DANCE!!!!
I have absolutely no regrets now. :)

i remembered to wear the CORRECT *** today. traditional kind! HOHOHO!
i'm feeling so pleased with myself. HAHAS. but it was so freaking uncomfortable. i hate it!
I love sports *** still. nvm this shall be my second last time. n aft sfy i wun wear already! PERIOD.

ARGGHH!!! n i forgot to bring my s.s and e.history book home to study. i reminded myself to do so after the dance rehearsal. gosh. my memory is failing. n i have this HUGE BRUISE on my KNEE. its freaking pain can!
but nvm for dance -its all WORTH IT! :D

gosh. shall start mugging like now?!

CONGRTAS CULTURAL FOR GETTING GOLD WID HONOURS!!!!!!!!:D

i hope we do as well as them.

(Friday, April 20, 2007 / 11:06 PM)

i'm super duper tired. dance practices just drain all my energy away. but i still love dance!! and its all worth it.<3>
n i wanna run next year!! 4 by 400m. yay! i can run next year n yeah 306 we are gonna win loads of tropheys and medals! :D tis year was practically HORRIBLE. most of our events were just plain WALK OVER! well there will be no syf next year so this would most probably not happen again.

dance tomorrow at UCC. our last rehearsal. STRESS! its just like lest than two days to SYF. i hope we will do as well as cultural and come back wth a GOLD WITH HONOURS. :D
mid years in about 10 over days time. HAPPY NEW YEAR! I have not started.
math test next week. its just tests and more tests. i'm really sick of going to school.

i'm feeling super stressed. tests, mid years in less than TWO WEEKS. piano exam in july and october. dance syf in less than two days. tremendous amount of stress weighing down on me. to top it all relationship problems. its really xin ku to be the middle man, trying to help both parties clear all the misunderstandings. i really hate this. y cant we return to the old times??? are our friendship that fragile that it cannot with stand any small problems. sometimes i feel so tired of life. i really wish to just stay and rot at home and dun care about anything. lock myself at home and lead a carefree life. i feel like screaming! i feel like crying!!
i really sorry if i showed any attitude to anyone and if i offended anyone. i feel super pms tis few days. everything ppl do just piss me off and i really feel like scolding vulgarities rite at their faces. but i refrained from doing so. thank God for the strength to do so. i feel really tired.

where were euu when i needed euu.
i'm really tired of waiting for euu

(Tuesday, April 17, 2007 / 4:17 PM)

YESH. i finally remembered to borrow a book to do my chinese book review. however, its super CHIM! its like all the ancient chinese wordings and its suppose to be read from the front to the back GEE! how on earth an i able to read and understand and even write a review about it.

CHINESE TEST!
i knew how to write MOST of the tian xie han zi.ABOUT 75%. its a MIRACLE! THANK GOD! my compre however is like -.-

PHYSICS TEST tomorrow! i'm gonna study NOW!
its going to be a busy day for me
theres so MUCH HOMEWORK!
1)chinese book review[ high chance i dont understand the content of the book]
2)ZUO YE! see i finally rememver to bring it home!
3) SRP!
4)study physics and a math
5)CHEM ws

i guess thats all. but its alot. considering that i still have theory lessons later on. which takes up about 2 PRECIOUS HOUR of mine. two hours. i could use it to study tress loads of things.

SCHOOL WAS FUN! JANE FEELS SMART TODAY! I COULD DO PHYSICS AND CHEM CHEMICAL CALCULATIONS! ALL BY HERSELF! without listening to the teachers. HOHOHO! :D

PE.i jumped like bout 170cm. a B! :D another MIRACLE. i never jump more than 165cm. inclined oull up. did 17 in 21 secs. its an A!!

DANCE TOMORROW! :p
i haven dye e shirt! SHIT!
results will be out at 10am. i hope i dun die on the spot.
2.4km tomorrow.
i'm gonna run below 11mins! YAY! I CAN DO IT!!

MODERN YEAH! WE ARE GONNA ROCK THE WHOLE STAGE.
5++ more days

imisseuulikecrazy
ifeltsoalone,lonelyandscaredsuddenly
iwantedtoturntosomeone
butnoonewasdereforme
iwisheuuweretheretolistentomeandmypain
iloveeuu.yeshido!
emomentisawitmyheartsaidit
iknewitallalongthateuureoneilove
asiwalkdownthislonelyroadonmyown
asiwaitforeuutosayyes
ihopethati'lneverhavetowaitforeverfortisyes
ihopeeuuwillsaythewordilongfor
yesh....
itsoneyearalreadyyeteuuremaindeeplyetchedinmyheart

verainoethaturtryingtohelpcreateachanceforme
butreallyijustcantdoit.
ifeellikearetardandi'mafraidthathewilldaoemsg.
i'msosorry.
itsnotthatidonttreasurethischanceorwad
ireallyappreciateyoutryingtohelpme
butiknowtheanswertoallthisalready
itsjustimpossivlebetweenus.

(Monday, April 16, 2007 / 6:14 PM)

missed half day of school to watch SYF. SUPER STRESSED! i hope that we will do well and get back a gold. their standard was not v good today. it could have been much better. yeah. but theres no use to cry over SPILT MILK. so yeah look on the brighter side of life. i hope that they can get a GOLD too.

i realised that i miss physics lesson today. thats BAD! this means that i've missed some part of his teaching. DEAD! my physics is officially screwed! biology test marks was STUPID! it was horrible! B GRADE! thats like so bad can! n the worst is that i studied so hard for it. STUPID MISTAKES. worth over 3 to 4 marks.

chinese test tomorrow, physics test on wednesday, a math on thursday. yeah! n hohoho!! i've not studied a crap. cauz my weekends were totally BURNT! n i only knew of the chinese class test today. it was written on the white board but i didnt even know. PRO EH. stupid arse didnt even tell us about it. THANK GOD ms chng asked me to change my seat back to the original one. if not i'll never even know.

i haven do my chinese book review. its 20% of our common test results! shall borrow a book tomorrow. i've been saying that since last last weekend.i realised that i owe my zuo ye for about ONE MONTH!!i've not done a single CRAP!

MIDYEARS IS JUST TWO WEEKS!REALLY SCREWED!! i have not studied. i said that i wanted to study since like two weeks ago!!

seeing you everyday is all i hope for
i really miss euu loads
sometimes i hope that dreams really will come true

(Sunday, April 15, 2007 / 1:42 PM)

so yeah. i've screed my chemistry paper BIG TIME. it isnt because i didnt study! i STUDIED OKIE! its just well i've got NO IDEA WHY TOO! physics and a math test next week. ARH!! n i've not studied yet. i find myself with hardly any spare time.

dance yesterday. chem test. went kfc with vera. n she was TOTALLY MAD. well there is hardly any time when JANE AND VERA dun go mad while together. we get super high when theres like only two of us.

VERA
claims that when she dies she is going to wear a CARROT suit. a PINK one. dye her hair green and have a PINK coffin. people who attends her funeral will have to wear a CARROT SUIT TOO??! CARROT MUSIC ?? WILL ALSO BE PLAYED.
i shall die in a greentea packet then! :D

church at indoor stadium yesterday. n e usher IC didnt tell me that i've got to wear formal. n boohoo! i was suppose to usher at e place where BENNY HYNN healing minstry will be sitting but because i didnt i had to usher at the BALCONY!! ARGGHH! well but at least i get to have ONE WHOLE ZONE to myself.

on our trip to indoor stadium vera n i were so excited! the road past national stadium to the indoor stadium held lots of WONDERFUL MEMORIES. the carpark outside the national stadium where we flagbearers practiced, the place where we waited before going to perform. the road we trace to the entrance to the stadium field. tears the we choked back. the indoor stadium- our holding area. the place where we practiced, the entrance we stood, the seats we sat and the place we had our dinner. KFC! we almost wanted to pack kfc to the indoor stadium and seat at the same old spot and eat! LOL

during service and when the gates were open to let the people come in i was guarding the gate at the balcony where it oversees the place we had our dinner. tears just flow. EMO KID.

this was the place and the time we had together
its a sad truth true but we will never have a chance like this again
the place with lots of memories of our clique
things will never be the same again after all these.

e place where part of God works in ways we cannot see
things may not happen instantly for he wants to test our faith
the faith we have in him
if things all go as we wish
we may take him for granted
i believe that God is testing my faith for him
my trust in him
all i have to do is BELIEVE
i admit that i doubted his existance
when things didnt go smoothly
or when i dont get what i hope for
but again and again he proved me wrong
i believe that God has his timing for all things

memories that flows as i walk down memory lane
the thoughts and happenings seemed to blur away
i want to hold on to my memories but it just seem to fly away
the memories seem unclear now but still
i make myself remember
ndp just holds too much of a memory for me.
i miss euu! good luck tmr!jiayou!
although its been almost a year i dun regret seceretly loving euu
cauz through euu i experience true love
i realise what falling in love really is
something never so deep before.

TO ALL CULTURAL DANCERS!
JIAYOU FOR TOMORROW'S SYF!
I BELIEVE THAT YOUR CAN DO IT!!
n i'll be there rooting for euu all!!

greentea and scary dino! jiayous too!
last syf your will have in nanhua!
i'll be at the audience seat rooting for euu two!

(Friday, April 13, 2007 / 9:22 PM)

goodness gracious me! n yesh poor ms Jane Koh lose her precious voice AGAIN just when she recovered. thats because of that stupid toot toot. n nice vera accompanied me to mac. or well i accompanied her too! :) went mac today after dance to EAT! n omg!? how did ms yeo know about us going to mac after every dance practices? SPIES! i was a good gal already CAN. i ate mc chicken meal ONLY but it was bad enough. imagine if i ate MCSPICY. i would be dead!

i think that Jane koh's a glutton cause she spends all her money on FOOD! i think that its fabulous!! gals spend money on CLOTHES, i spend on FOOD and grow FAT! cheez! while others gals tries to lose weight. GLUTTONY IS A SIN! so i shall CHANGE FOR A BETTER.

i ate so much food during recess today. well cauz i'm in a GOOD MOOD! :) fell asleep during math lesson. i even DREAMT!! i saw words on the white board which were NOT even there, thought that i wrote down the answers when i DIDNT, n even thought that the numbers he said were some peoples' weight and random numbers. LIKE??? well he caught me falling asleep many times and after lessons he was like asking why some people are always so tired during lesson time. blame it on the weather. well i SLEEP ALOT! but i still feel sleepy. i'm still wondering WHY!!!i think that my biology test was screwed. so well HAPPY NEW YEAR! :(

i think that both dances improved compared to wednesday which was DISASTROUS! why are our results not improving constantly? its like a roller coastal! i hope that we'll get back TWO GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR DANCE! :) my one and only SYF in nanhua. :[

i decided that i'm going to blog again and that i'm not giving this habit up. old habits die hard! a leopard cant change its spots.

chem test tomorrow and i'm going to do my last revision. i PRAY that i can do well for the paper.
physics and a math test next week. two big projects due next week too.
i have not started studying and yet i feel like sleeping already. OH PLEASE NO!!!

its FRIDAY THE 13 !but still my day was GREAT!
cause Jane IS HAPPY!

stupid dumb dumb like that warm the seat only
might as well dont come.
ermm no. its better that u came.
so that i will be able to see euu again.
still my time was worth it.

suddenly i wish that syf would not be over so soon.
cauz it means another batch is going to graduate soon.
it feels like just last month that the previous batch graduate
and two months ago that we danced chingay together.
however ndp feels like years ago.
sometimes things are just so wierd.

i've got a second target that i've in mind.
HAHAS!
i think guys with small eyes are cute.
its a pity there arent any cute guys in my class.

(Thursday, April 12, 2007 / 6:29 PM)

yesh! yesh! yesh! i change the skin AGAIN! n my blog is well n kicking now!super lots of tests which are highly dreaded!i'm even wondering if i have got time to study! so much tests so little time. :(

i'm dreaming like almost every nite. wierd dreams and even people that i've not seen before. WIERD EH!

SORE THROAT + FLU= NO VOICE!
so yeah. i'm practically a mute today.cant wait for my voice to be back.

dancers jiayou!!
we can do it! lets get two gold with honours!
count down!
cultural-3+ more days
modern-10+ more days

i really hope that we will do well and live up to our name.
i dunno when i will get to blog again. busy and tight schedule!
n yay! i top e.history! :D
my marks are like roller coastal.
SO wads my result gonna be like during mid year??i hope that it will be GREAT!

i dread the days when i will see less of euu
and eventually PRACTICALLY none of euu
time flies by so quickly
i want to hold on to time
but it just flew out of my hand
i wanted to turn back the clock again
even it means facing the terrors
and going thru my depressive moments
i'm all willing. last year was really great
i really miss my frenz too
this year and last year will never be the same again
its all different
my silent love for euu

(Monday, April 09, 2007 / 2:00 PM)

oh my gosh!
my blog is like totally screwed!
theres like double posts!
arh!!!HELP!

i'm now at home
with a freaky headache and sore throat
my fever recovered already! :D

TESTS! TESTS! TESTS!

(Saturday, April 07, 2007 / 9:45 PM)

n i'm having a SPLITTING HEADACHE NOW. geez dun ask me y. i think its cauz i ate too much. i studied for like TWO HOURS b4 going for dance. *SCREAMS* reach school for dance n i was like HALF-DEAD?? had PTs which are really fun. dance ended real fast. another practice gone. syf is coming REALLY SOON. so yep lets JIAYOU!! lets do our best so that we will never regret.

met phionna n sihua at clementi to go church.while waiting for them i was eating fries(at the platform) n after eating i just realised wad i did. DANG KUKU! cabbed there in the end. drama was GREAT! weiru they all PS me. nvm they are all forgiven. went carnival wid yilin n her frenz. HUAN HUAN, XUELING N LYNN. ATE ALOT!!! all the guilty food. i wonder how much must i work out to lose all these FATS! left e carnival at 8 plus. i thibk that e sec 2 juniors are all TRESS NICE. THEY R ALL SUPER SWEET. :) N THEY ARE MAD TOO! N ULTRA VIOLENT!

while walking to the mrt there was tis gal who was asking me to donate money. n she was asking if i knew this n that person. well i OBVIOUSLY DONT. n she went WHY!? huh??how do euu expect me to know like everyone in the school? studied biology on the train. yeah. n how much KNOWLEDGE WENT IN?
n at je mrt while on the escalator, i was playing with my handphone game when this guy went EXCUSE ME and pushed me. THANK LORD that i have GOOD BALANCE or i will probably in hospital now for falling and injuring myself. IMAGINE IF MY HEAD GETS STUCK IN BETWEEN THE ESCLATOR. on the bus this man suddenly went:" ni neng send gei wo zhe you xi ma?" gosh. scared the hell put of me.

25 more days to mid year. n i'm SCREWED!
i saw JEFFREY KIM!!!but he dao me la. stare stare stare! so rude!

being able to stand near euu
i felt immerse happiness
mayb looking at euu from afar
n gazing at euu longingly
is all that i long for

(Friday, April 06, 2007 / 5:00 PM)

i'm SUPER DEAD.i dunno how to do ionic equations n i cant do preparations of saltsmy physics is likehuh? huh? huh? n mid years are just 3 weeks plus away.i cant seem to do most of my chem w.s. n i have loads of homework this week. there are like 3 tests next week n my whole week is already BURNING FULL. i think that i'm screwed. i need somoone to help me in my science. or i will be FAILING ALL OF IT PRETTY SOON. i'm super stressed.i look at the physics and chem questions. they noe me but i dunno them at all. its not that i dont listen in class. i hear them both talk and take down notes but when i see e hw i just dunno wads it talking about.

dance prac at UCC yesterday. omg! 2 more weeks to syf.!came home past midnite. had SUPPER. hahas. i think that the food was unclean. cauz my mum n i ate it and we had LS e whole nite. i was half asleep while LS-ING. *grins* went to my great-grand mother's and grandfather's cemetery. they were dead for over 20 years and tis is my first time there. saw kids as young as 4 days old die. its a TRESS SADDENING THING. :( i need science tuition!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!! omg! owl is gonna be my next teacher. my chem is REALLY GONNA FLUNK!

(Wednesday, April 04, 2007 / 9:46 PM)

i'm super screwed and super tird. pfff!!! dun ask me y either. i sleep for about 7 hours a day but i'm effing tired by 9m plus. drats! n i wanted to study for midyears.oh man! wad m i suppose to do??? how can i keep myself awake.

MIDYEARS ARE JUST EXACTLY 4 WEEKS AWAY. PAPER 2.
can anyone tell me how i'm suppose to start my engine n start to love studying and mug.
arh!! n i need to do well to pull most of my grades to As and Bs. :(

i wanna go on a computer fast but its just TOO HARD. i just seem to be unable to break away from the computer. i keep trying to think of ways to use the computer for if i dun use i just cant seem to concentrate on my work.

GEE!!! I'M INFACTUATED AND IN LOVE WID MY COMPUTER. OVERLY OBSESSED!! CANT LIVE WIDOUT IT.

history test tomorrow and i haven really start revising. i'm in a sleeping mode since the march hols started. i feel sleepy everyday once i come home. is there any pills to help me??? i dun wanna be sleepy everyday once i start studying.

dance at UCC tomorrow.

rofl
n i think that i'm gonna sleep soon.
hmms the more i sleep the more sleepy i'm each nite.
there just seems to be ab alarm in me.
one that makes me wanna sleep once it reached 9 plus.

cheez can anyone help me plan a study time table for preparation of mid years???

i wan life to be a fairy tale
one wid a desired ending
i've hope against hope
n i feel like giving up
but sometimes its just too hard
maybe its time to move on

(Monday, April 02, 2007 / 6:26 PM)

omg! i ate so much guilty food. i bet i gained at least a tonne MORE today. went sakae wid weiru aft school n i ate like 10 over alomst 20 plates of sushi. ARH!! *SCREAMS* n i still ate udon noodles. well ONE MOUTH ONLY la. hahas.

usher duty was SUPER DUPER FUN :D i love e team leader she was exremely nice to us. HAHAS. n while on e bus home i was going up when e bus uncle CLOSED THE DOOR. N I WAS LIKE STUNNED TOTALLY. it slammed my WHOLE BODY. SECOND TIME A BUS DRIVER TRIED TO KILL ME!!!he was apologising profusely while i went to take a seat like zombie.

ANYWAY HAPPY APRIL FOOLS. [BELATED.]
i love april fools only day when euu can scam anyone euu like. :DDDDD

n i was totally retard today. playing with the lizard thru out bio lesson n ms chng was STARING AT ME!!!
i love insects. YEAH LIKE REAL. LOL

roflmao

LETS STEAD!!!