STILL I HOPE FOR MORE, AND MORE, IN THIS
FUNNY LITTLE WORLD
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Jane Koh
#19
SMU student!
caderas latina & cross-ctry!=)
i'll reach the top
one day.

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my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going


don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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(Wednesday, February 28, 2007 / 2:35 PM)

common test week and its just mugging n more mugging! omg! wanted to go out and eat with ty or vera but boo! its A math and biology tomorrow. both of which are my two worst subject. [cant the school plan? y do they always put two syudy subjects together???? ]unless u count chinese which i seriously cant b bothered much bout it. as long as i pass for all my chinese tests and exams and get at least a freakish A for my chinese and B for o level higher chinese, i would be super satisfied. I'm serious!

monday came back to school after a long break of 10 days!! gosh! i miss my babes and my classmates! n i really love 306 and i dun regret e combi i took.

monday
it was higher chinese and english test. both of which are compo. i HOPE i can do well for these two cauz i guess that it was OK?? i was almost late for school cauz i was limping like a freak all yhe way to school. cant remember what happen in class. had biology Spa after school. there were 5 of us and during the Spa we actually check answers with one another and also discuss about it. heh. left school in a cab wid wee xin. she fetch me all e way to central and we were talking about our pri 6 lives.
this was the game we played at sabrina's grandparents house. we played some guessing games whereby the loser would have to remove one's clothes. see how gross we were even at pri 6. n sab catwalked around the room NUDE FULLY after removing all her clothes. the two of us were trying to use e blankets to cover. *blushing hard trying to act innocent*

oh n someone well i cant remember who asked if i fell into e drain?
like hello? i thought that was my house :p
and i replied saying that i am a gift from heaven[true] whereby God drop me from heaven thus resulting in my lucky/unlucky fall.

tuesday
chemistry test and social studies tests. thank goodness i was SMART enough not to study for ss like halo?? its source base question and studying of the textbook would not really help since this requires common sence and some interpretation skills. i TOTALLY FORGOT to study chemical equations. guess ive screwed that whole equation part. was CAM WHORRING in the toilet with yeeteng during chemistry lessons. showing off our BRILLIANT ARTISTIC skills.

and this came as a big shock to me that history was the WHOLE 2.1 and not just the league of nations lik wt!!!! *grsss* anyway that infomation was redundant but still i studied e other parts like hell the whole of tuesday nite and rush home after my theory lesson to study. n i studied so hard n it was poo!!! only league of nations.n i dint really study the league.

vera and i came to this conclusion
that students who take lit in upper sec are intellectual teens for literature requires you to think very deeply into eg: the personality if this charater and not only on the surface.
i didnt even understand a single bit bout a math chapter3- solving quadratic equations. ok mayb half half. but i'm still in a mess but i cant be bothered shall study the chapter after common test.

wednesday
e math was well still OKIEEE. able to solve most of the questions. history was ONLY ON THE LEAGUE OF NATIONS LIKE WT!!! n i'm not even sure if my answers were link. i'm hoping that i dun and wun fail HISTORY. like halo this WAS my best scoring subject.

a sad truth. my classmates think that i'm retarted but.. even my teachers think so too.
na just have to accept it since i'm from the SPASTIC society.

me: YIJIEEEE[this shows how bored i was during chem lessons]
yeeteng: stop calling me la!!
yijie n i : huh?
yijie: but she called me not euu
i: yeah
yeeteng: looks away sheepishly and laugh
yijie n i: talk bout how retart yeeteng was when she was young. well she still is.
the 3 of us: busy chatting
i: began laughing non stop loudly[e class was v quiet]
kk: began calling me a retard
teacher: stop laughing jane
kk: as said she's a retard
teacher: i have got to agree

see so this is e sad truth.

n JOEL FROM 307 said that I'M A SLUT AND BITCH!!!!
oh man! so depressing. hahas. do i look like one????
and he said that he knew that weiru and i would mix together
????? do we????? he is so wierd.
however the worst was that he called yeeteng a guai kia.
omg! yeeteng how much money did euu give him to bribe him!!??

chinese lesson- was busy reading story book. poor yeeteng gt her book consfiscated and to get back the book she has got to write a compo. poor gal!!
history- I STILL LOVE HISTORY!! LENIN! STANLIN!! COMMUNIST! yep. n this is just so cool!!

movies i'm going to watch either this or next week.
the matrimony[if its still availabe]
the messenger
law by law
ghost rider[if its still available]

3 HOURS OF BIOLOGY SUPPLEMENTARY DURING THE HOLS = 6 PERIODS OF BIO LESSONS= ONE WHOLE WEEK'S BIOLOGY LESSON!!! i'm gonna die.

oh yesh!! n i'm going back to ice skating again after common test!! hooray!! cheer!!!


i guess that we were not compatible. u r really just not my type. i'm sorry. n i'm glad its over.

(Friday, February 23, 2007 / 1:58 PM)

[ ] You like being sweaty. [ewww?]
[x] You love hoodies/jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.(i dun like both)
[ ] It's funny when people get hurt. [i'n nt tt evil la]
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an XBox/PS/GB.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a PSP.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers[
[x] You watch sports on TV
[x] Gory movies are awesome
[ ] You only go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps. [i would rather have a zillion ed hardy caps]
[ ] You like going to football games
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy/Cargo pants are okay.
[ ] If you want to control an element, it would be fire.
[x] You don't babysit.[not tt i dun wan but is juz tt i did a v bad job last time]
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. [na i love it. esp if wid my babes. hot gossips!]
[x] Green, black, red, blue or silver are your favourite color(s).
[ ] You don't care about your hair sometimes.
[x] You sometimes go crazy
[x] you love and i mean LOVE contact sports like basketball.
Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 5TOTAL >>> 45%

GIRLY:[x] You wear lip gloss/lip balm. [sumtyms when ii feel lyk it]
[x] You love to shop all the time. [provided if i hav e money
[x] You buy different colored shirts.
[ ] You have many of the same shirts in different colors[eww!! for wad?? big sales??]
[x] You like shopping.
[x] Wear the color pink
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging at the mall
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry
[x] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
[x] You take a long time doing your hair.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] You hate the movie Star Wars. [yawns ii wil slp]
[x] You are in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 30-35 minutes to take a bath/shower,get dressed and fix your hair/put on accesories or beauty products like lip balm or lip gloss, etc. [45mins to one hr.. hahas]
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.[im kinda mad!]
[x]have more then 10 pairs of shoes
Add them up and multiply by 5.
TOTAL >>> 80%

i'm 80% girlish and 45% boyis

during e ultrascan,the doctor said that i was supposed to b a boy ???



okie i'm SUPER DUPER BORED at home. heh. wad do i do everyday. eat, sleep and grow fat.
I SERIOUSLY MISS GOING TO SCHOOL. the onli plus factor i can think of for not going to school the fact of being able to sleep till noon. i'm sleeping like 14 hours a day! :p

i suck in logarithms. seriously i cant seem to do most questions.i think. omg!!! n it like onli 1 2 3 4 5 6 days i think to A math test. n worst of all e paper is going to b a killer paper. n my biology is kind of screwed too. oh man! oh man! oh man!
after common test i'm gonna shop till i drop. literally. yep. i wanna go out shopping. i wana buy more clothes and shoes such as HEELS!

n i have a sudden urge to go ice skating again. hahas. i bet i cant spin perform my jumps n i probably cant even do e most basic stuffs such as shoot the duck and arabesque widout falling.

i wanna run during the road run!!!!!!!!! i wanna get top 20 again!
i hope that is gets okie by then. i'm having mc till e 5,6 of march. :(

i have a sudden urge to shop, to go ice skating and just dont give a dam for my common test. i feel extremely slack this year. my studying hours have drop. n i dun have e urgency to study like in the past. its onli 2 more days to common test and i haven even finish studying.

i miss e fun and action of 306. boohoo!
(Thursday, February 22, 2007 / 11:22 AM)

n a big THANKS to those who ask if i was ok thru msg,phone,blog etc etc. hahas. :p
n poor me is still staying at home limping like a freak.
can i just turn back the clock??
this sucks totally!!!
seriously it looks more like as is if i have been splashed by kerosene and burnt.
it doesnt really look like a fall.
n i so DO NOT LOOK FORWARD having to put the stupid medicine.

God i pray
please heal me!
thx!!

if i were to go back to sch onli on monday it means that i will not b able to see everyone for TEN DAYS!! :(
i'm gonna miss all my babes. heh.
n i totally miss all e recent actions and gossips and stuffs.

oh n i just realised that common test is next monday
which mans that i've got onli 1 2 3 4 more days to study.
OMG!OMG!
gosh time flies soooo fast.

okie its time that i study.

HEY EVERYONE OUT THERE DID UR MISS ME??!!
PLEASE SAY "YES" :pppppp



(Wednesday, February 21, 2007 / 12:56 PM)

okie n this pathetic and poor me will b stuck at home till next monday cauz of a fall. tis was how unlucky i was. went roller skating at west coast park wid my entire family, aunts and all. then there was this 2.8m slope. hahas. n e others were v far away n i decided to juz try my luck thou i knew that the chance of me falling will be higher than e chance of me standing, surviving. well it was just that i didnt know that e fall will be tis horrible and bad. i skated down e slope and TADA!!! i actually flew off e whole slope b4 landing on my skates. but my skates were going at such great spead that i couldnt control it. and i well on my ass!! thx goodness there was no one else. wad an embarrasment! and BRAVE me skated all the way back to west coast mac.

well i thought that i had just injured my knee. but i was holding on to my left thigh like a freak. there are still marks on my thigh make by my fingernails. my uncle was dam mean! he thought that i was making a big fuss with just cuts on my knee. while walking to mac to buy a drink my aunt suddenly SHRIEKED!!! she was there screaming cauz there was lots of blood flowing from the top part of my left leg. well n my sister and i were joking bout it saying that it looks lk menstruation. if ppl didnt noe that i had a fall.. ill!! okie and the wound it bout TWO TO THREE hands stretched out and placed together. and its super freaking pain!! i heard from the doctor that its an open wound , where all of it are raw flesh filled with cuts. blab blab!! and i absolutely hate the medicine that i have to apply. it causes so much pain. and its like those sting pain. booo!!!

n i love my sister to bits. she was super nice to me. she helped me change the bandage and clean the wound. well and my parents help clean e wound just now. i will never let them do it again. FIRST! MY MUM WAS EXTREMELY ROUGH AND WHEN I WAS THERE SCREAMING AWAY SAYING THAT THE MEDICINE THEY APPLIED CAUZ LOTS OF PAIN AND REQUESTED THEM TO STOP. THEY REFUSED!!!!!!

i think that i'm really mad cauz i keep asking my sister to help me take photos of the wound. well it looks dam gross. its all red , with loads of cuts and lalalallala.. well tis was wad my sister was talking thruout.. organ transplant and lots of random and wierd stuufs..

random joke
dad: by putting the medicine ni hui gan jue dao yi chen shu fu.
i: more like yi chen de tong ku ba.

i was super nice as usual. telling my family jokes since all of them. well mostly my aunts and mum seemsed overly paranoid and anxious. i laugh and laugh when i was putting e medicine.(relieve pain) k i sound mad.
n i hate to go to e toilet cauz e urine keep splashing onto e wound. okie i know i sound disgusting.

n i've turned into a handicap cauz i'm unable to walk..
tis was wad i told my mum:" can e people see that i'm injured? i'm afraid that they think that i've JUX DELIVERED A BABY" lol!


okie on the brighter side of life. i collected around S$400+++ during e past two days.
17/02/07
reunion dinner till 10 plus at some chinese restaurant. went to china town but left aft 5 mins. gosh! it s oooo crowded. wad can i see? nothing but people. smell? BODY FRAGRNACE!! went to my grandmther's place to play fireworks MORE LIKE FIRE. since tis was wad my cousins were doing. tryin to burn down the void deck.

18/02/07
houses after houses of visitation.pigging away.

19/02/07
house visitation. this time round- my father's side. ate steam boat for lunch. went vivo city shopping. dinner at pasta mania.

20/02/07
went west coast park. had my miserable fall.. went to some doctor. who over charged!!! went malaysia for dinner and shopping.

21/02/07
AND I'M BACK!!! :] IN SINGAPORE!!!

happy 1 month. :p
(Saturday, February 17, 2007 / 3:22 PM)

i'm going to enjoy my CNY hols to e fullest(if i can since i've got to b mugging for my common test)since e next hol seems like a light year away. n yesterday everyone seemed to b mad. crying n yelling at me 4 no rthym or reason. like helo!!! i'm not your chu qi tong or servent okie. i was nice to euu all by trying to consol u and try to talk things out. but wad attitude did your give me??n i dun need TIS SORT OF TREATMENT.

n to A like helo y cant i go wid my other frenz. arent u always doing that?? running off with some other people n when they are not around wad do euu do???!! come to me n expect me to give euu my fullest attention. n get all pissed off when i go wid some of my other frenz. wad rubbish is tis. u wan a life or your own i wan a life of my own too. since u wan to mix wid new frenz n leave me alone y cant i mix wid my own frenz. i'm not tied to euu n i dun need to b so pathetic as to b wid euu when u have no one else. anyway u really do SUX!

i've completed e hols hw except math cauz i brought e wrong book home. cheers!! xp so its down to studying for common test. n i'm not looking forward to it. omg!! n i'm feeling real guilty. i'm suppose to lose weight n tis wad i'm doing-eating new year goodies. *rawr! *

i'm jux back from my grand mother house n will b going for e reunion dinner tonite. but... noe something. i dun even feel that its new year. it feels just like some ordinary hol.

n my home air con is mad for when one is on all e other air cons in e house ons. so e house is extremely cold now. hahas.

okie shall blog agin some other day. :]

n to A tis goes out to euu too. wad do euu treat me as?? when u have them u walk to central with them. n when they are all busy wad do euu do?? make me go home wid euu!!! i'm NOT going to be their replacement OKIE!! n when i say that i'm going to central wid him u actually showed me ur sucky attitude. saying that i put him in front of you. well y cant i? since u r a 1000 times worst than me. u say that everyone in e clique is changing. y dont u question yourself and search your consious b4 making tis statement cauz in actual fact u r then e one changing e most. when have u ever walk to central wid us?? do u dare deny that u have not been walking to central with your othe frenz. n do u dare deny that u put him of much much much more imporatance than us- your frenz. so i'm telling u tis u have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT TO SAY ME!!
n please examine yourself b4 trying to say others.
(Thursday, February 15, 2007 / 9:27 PM)

quick post today cauz its like ten and i'm just home. had literature till 6pm. there was CYN rehearsal today. heard that it ended at 7 plus. sad. sad. rushed to je for dinner and my piano theory n practical lesson. omg!! i'm half dead! n i've come to a conclusion: that wearing of contacts make my eyes more sleepy. hahas.

n my homeowork r piling HIGHER AND HIGHER. n i've got no idea how i m going to do. for some reasons there are juz so many tests that i spent time studying foe the tests and neglect my home work. okie but . AT LEAST I DID MOST OF THEM :ppp

CYN celebration tomorrow but school ends like alomst one. and there are like normal lessons till 10.30pm. boohoohoo! NO FAIR!!! n its shopping time tomorrow. i'm gonna shop shop shop!! and fill my closet with new clothes.

lit test was kind of a killer paper.

n i'm gonna bath n do my hw.

its mugging time during CYN n its a time to do loads and tons of homework.
KNOW SOMETHING I DUN EVEN FEEL THAT CHINESE NEW YEAR IS APPROACHING..

n thx everyone who gave me valentime's day presents. n tis year i got loads of chocolates. 3 boxes full excluding e chocolates i ate non stop in class yesterday. which was around 20! i'm feeling so guilty. loads of fats n calories gained. no wonder i have got a pimples outbreak.


if dreams do all come true.

n n n i think that i'm mad cauz i think that i'm obsessed wid green tea. thou no one represents it now. i keep thinking that i like tis person which i call green tea n its scary cauz i feel that i'm imaginating that i'm in love with a non exsisting person. i really fell hard for euu last year.
(Friday, February 09, 2007 / 8:57 PM)

n yep its the long awaited weekends again. the weekends where we have got to mug mug mug and then turn into a mug. hmms let me recall what i did today. there was ss test- source base. i think that it was ok. math was free period. spent like twenty over mins in the toilet wid yt.physics was spent in the lab doing some practical n stuffs. 3 periods of biology!! indirect way of killing me! biology test was ok i GUESS. i was looking forward to lunch cauz i was super hungry thus i didnt really listen in class during chemistry. CEP is the period where its of most fun. my colur -GREEN!!! yesh i love green. xp i think the teacher was kind of pissed with our class bois n gals like me who laugh non stop during her class n we were very noisy.

n yeeteng and i set up this company where she opens a jaccuuzzi for people to do THAT n with me selling *******. hahas. i think that i'm really mentally sick. i think of stuffs that are really really SICK! yesh n i bet many people agrees with me.

oh n i came up with this. modern technology has become so advance that one can have all the sex organs and hormones of both genders. and that one can do THAT with themselves.n i SERIOUSLY THINK that i'm really noisy. hahas.

well all i can remember is that i was TALKING bout all e sick stuffs with yeeteng, junhao n kk.

n i have real junk loads of nicknames. there is what mrs dubai, mrs durrai, condom gal, hotdog gal, xiao hei.. grrs!! theres like so many.

n some ppl went to TOUCH MY HP n read the contents. !!!!!!!

O LEVEL results were released today. graduates came back. some of them were realing chio. hahas. nanhua's reputation- pretty gals!! lalallalala! time in dance past real quickly cauz it started at only 4.30pm. felt really happy for those seniors who did well! :] i really miss the last year sec 4 trunk loads. they were really nice to us. time flies REAL QUICKLY. its now already the 6th week of a new year. n i remembered this time last year -CHINGAY!!!! omg!! i think that i'm getting real emo again. hahas. i miss u all!!! u all make my day in dance!

went mac with gwen n vera. had dinner there. n vera was playing this EXTREMELY DISGUSTING GAME!! mixing different drinks from sweet talk with chilli n fries. played with them after gwen left. n i tell euu

THE DRINK IS SO DISGUSTING K!!! IT SMELLS LIKE THE RUBBISH CHUTE N IT TASTE HIGHLY HORRIBLE AND THE TASTE STILL LINGERS IN YOUR MOUTH! N I ACTUALLY STUPIDLY ATE E FRIES IN E DRINK!! :[

more tests next week! :[ there is chemistry. history and physics. -.- n mr tok must be so free on valentime's day cauz he make us have a test on that day. i bet that he's gonna spent his v day evening marking our papers. STRESS LEVEL IS HIGH I'M TELLING EUU!

announcement today iover the PA SYSTEM
"teachers who are available please go dunno where at dunno wad time" it was to do with the O LEVELS "
mr tok:" wad was the announcement about?"
class:"it for teachers are unattached!"
another teacher came to our class:" what was the annoucement:" it was for teachers who are single."
heh. match making session for the single teachers. helping them to look for potential partners to go out wid on Valentime's day.

the school is sadist. i have got THREE PAPERS ON THE FIRST DAY OF COMMON TEST!! LITERATURE, HISTORY N PHYSICS!!!!

n vera was EXPOSED today DURING DANCE. shabt elaborate. hahas. :]
gwen loves emily gan.
vera loves saloma.
i love vinod!! xp
(Monday, February 05, 2007 / 5:14 PM)

N YESH!!! I REALLY HATE HER LOADS!! SHE SUX! REALLY! INSULT ME IN A ROUNDABOUT MANNER! U WILL GET UR JUST DESERTS I'M TELLING U!

i'm pump with loads of hw n tests.class tests r still coming in n common test are fast approaching. dang!

life seems like its juz plain studying n nothing more.
i'm gonna study hard, get good grades and prove you all wrong! ass!!

i'm just venting all the anger i have against HER in me.

but i guess i'm still quite happy with my life.
life is not a bed of roses rite.


i'm not going to regret my decision.
(Saturday, February 03, 2007 / 12:37 PM)

N I HEREBY ANNOUCE MY LIFE-MY LIFE AS A MUGGER!!

school is still okie i guess. other than the fact that i really do hate my new place.CORNER SEAT RITE BEHIND WEESERN. (which from my OLD SEAT is two seats to my right at the 2nd row )tell me anyone if there's any place worst than this? corner seats are bad. well let me tell u why. well cauz its makes me go into my dream land mode when the teachers are talking.. this definitely worsens my piggy problem. i literally feel like sleeping when seating at e front n to add to my problem. the good thing about seating at the corner seat is that i can msg more openly n that i will probably be more quiet in class??? A BIG QUESTON MARK. well but i'm gonna miss talking to yeeteng!

n kk head IS SUPER BIG I'M TELLING YOU..he literally blocks half of my view of the whiteboard! n he is now sitting at my seat n i'm super pissed off. n whose fault is that? MUSHROOM! N I HATE HER!!!! y muz she put all e NOISY ONES at e front?? as if that is really going to work.. its juz increasing e level of noise pollution at the front. i think that the solution is kind of brainless.

n tests are still coming in.. n did i tell u that common test is only 3 weeks away.. omgosh!math test yesterday. i think that its ok. i hope. cross my fingers and pray. we are far behind for a math. while other classes have complated logarithams we haven not really started. :[
i guess kinematics is still understandable for me. n mr peh acts cute as usual. -.-
n during biology lesson yesterday, we had to write down and answers these questions. cauz some parent called to complain.
about your neighbour sitting beside u.
1) does he/she hands in hw on time?
2)talkative?
3)honest?
4)cca?
5)reaches home at what time?

ourselves
e above questions and
1)relationship with parents?
2)defy against them?

like hello! i thought that these are our personal life problems n we should have privacy.n that we should have the right to choose if we wish to reveal. like am i to annouce that eg: my family are facing problems ?? i feel that others should respect our decisions if we refuse to say our personal family probems.

well chemistry is fun as usual!! like social studies, math and literature! :]
well its a sad thing that no one seems to agree with me that history is getting interesting.

CEP was about e nkf saga thing. which is linked to integrity. n i was asked to be durrai by SOME PPL. thx goodness ms chng was nice enough to ask weesern to be durrai. n i was in e nkf group wid 5 others. n kk,ws n jh started calling me mrs durrai till school ended.wad ASS THEY are!! n halo i think that being short is a bleesing from God. HAHAS!

dance-modern jia you!
we can do it! :p

life's is going to be real busy with all the tests and all.
even vera agrees that i'm turning into a mugger.

past- go out every thrice a week till like late afternoon or evening time
never say 'NO' to going of Mac after dance prac
don't keep talking bout getting As n tests

now-goes out like once evert fortnight
say 'NO' to going of mac or dinner after dance
weekends are no longer shopping days but mugging days

my class is so competitive.
i wan a LIFE!! HELP ME!!


n my mum is turning into a 'kiasu' mum nowadays. she actually forbids me to use the computer and asks me to study!! n she says that i'm not studying hard enough.AS IF!
i'm not supprise if i turn into VINOD!! N BECOME A NUT CAS3!

N I LOVE THURSDAY CAUZ ITS A SUPER SLACK DAY. 01/02/07 WE HAD NO LESSONS OTHER THAN A FREAKING CHINESE TEST. I'M GONNA FLUNK IT!

n i'm going to train for road run- top 10 (i hope) n sports day. yipee! i think i'm running for 4 by 400m

well guess i can onli blog once a week nowadays! :[


OH N WILLIAM JIA YOU K!!!! I WILL SUPPORT EUU!!! WAHAHAS!



i'm contented to be wid euu.
valentime's day- spent in dance.
i'll see euu. hahas.
14TH DAY