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31/10/06
something wrong wid blog on sunday.. todae went airport.. dad went back to china already.. time flies.. 8 days over already.. miss him loads!!!!

aft sendin dad off, went jp to meet alice to watch death note...she was late by 15 mins..i was early!!!! hahs.. she watched wid me thou she watch le cauz i haven watch(went hols).. hahas. thx! we bought e tickets n gt middle back seats.. went kfc- alice went to eat.. then we went to kiddy palace n toy Rs.. takin pics actin lk some BIG babies.. we were lk so amused by everything.. a lack of childhood indead.. then aft tt went to watch e movie.. love e plot! so cool.. ppl so brilliant n i juz dun noe how to describe it.. cant wait for part two.. n for those who haven watch.. its a MUZ WATCH!!!

durin credits i ran to e toilet.. drank e whole ice lemon tea n i could no longer control my bladder.. thx good ness i made in time 4 e trailer... more exciting! more cool! more killin! lolx! sadistic! wow! deathnote book kill all evil peeps!!! too bad no such thing.. e author of deathnote is lk wow!!!!!

then aft tt went arcade.. played fightin games!!! long time since i last played n i actually saw JEFFREY KIM!!!! wid a gal.. wad a flirt!!! tss! tss! left at 5 plus..

math extra class tmr!! cool can see all e 203 peeps again.. but most of all x.phiscovia peeps!! gta plan a group outin n i wanna make group jersey shirt!!!

okie nthin le!! there's no theory lesson todae so rejoiced!!!!
bb!!!

oh ya some one jumped off at clementi mrt yest.. was on e train n i had to go down.. took bus home n ppl were all pushing.. tss! tss! disgusted! n someone actually pulled my earring!!!

hmmmsss. y cant i seem to post??
sianz..

28/10
went cg as usual.. i was early.. hahas.. went mac wid alice n gwen till bout 1pm b4 we left to go boon keng 4 cg.. aft tt i went to bb to meet my parents n my sis cauz we were goin to my aunt's house warmin.. some condo at bb..i reached there at bout 5.15pm expectin myself to b late but i wa lk so early.. my parents were still at home so i walked around e whole west mall, went to e library to entertain myself b4 goin to e road junction to wait 4 my parents... in e end i was e one late cauz i didnt n well forgot to check my hp..

ate so much n m so full.. was lk a big kid playin in e baby pool wid my younger cousins.. could not go to e deep one cauz i didnt bring my swim suit as they said they were not swimming.. ps: the bois juz wore they underwears to swim.. i could onli wade in e water my liftin up my pants.. left there at bout 11.. came home n bathed n it was lk 12 plus.. (i think) slept at round one..

29/10
i was late.. suppose to meet alice n gwen at clementi mrt control station at 8am.. i left e house at 7.45am n reached at 8.15am.. my mum woke me up at 7 but i was too tired n slept till bout 7.20.. ops! we r all always late.. juz tt e cycle keeps changin.. hahas! went church first time on sunday at expo.. wow! so many nanhuarians... nan hua revival! :) enjoyed service.. last went lk a month ago.. really felt e presense of God.. my contacts gave me probs again n my eyes really hurt.. i was so hungry aft service tt i ate a hot dog bread n fish balls all at a go in least then 5 mins.. wow! saw my old cg ppl.. n oso later while goin home.. didnt noe they go sunday service de now.. aft tt went prayer meetin cauz at first thought at home oso lk quite sian.. first hour i was lk rather bored n i needed to answer nature call.. but aft tt i enjoyed myself loads.. presense of God!!! then went home.. e moment i reached home my parents made me go run wid them round e reseirvoir to jian fei.. at first, i was rather reluctant cauz i was lazy to do so n i was tired.. but i enjoyed myself.. ran bout 8.5km.. shed calories.. actually i dun think t im sporty thou i very tan n i love it.. but still i enjoy sports.. lolx! i sure do seem to contradict my self.. hahas :)


reaching out to e lost..

wad a gal wans, wad a gal needs...

thx goodness i'm havin e comp all to my self now.. phew!!!
nothin to blog juz tt todae went sch give e appeal letter 4 lit.. i really wanna take lit as 9th sub.. lit rawks! really. it DOES!!!

tmr meetin gwen n alice at mac at 12nn to TALK! sure to miss me them cauz we will get to see each other lk lesser.. haiz!!

heh. dun b late cauz when u r later u r killin ur friend.. wa scarely im e one late.. ops! goin aunt house tmr afr cg for buffet n bbq.. her house warmin.. im gonna swimmin.. hope dun dui lian cauz i lk 4 mionths nv swim le.. cauz so tirin ever friday aft dance still muz pai all e way to cck.. n muz swim swim swim n tow tow tow...

okie gta go..

green tea craze..

finally end of school year le.. hate 2006.. relax frenz it is not bcauz of u.. thx frenz esp x.phiscovia members who has shown me care n concern tis year, going thru wid me all e ups n down.. esp u noe wad.. tt evil omen slut!! who cauz much harm n anger n hatred n wad so eva to us this year esp recently.. those who noe wad happen to us u will noe lar.. words can nv describe any of these stuffs.. i'm really prayin n hopin tt i will nv see her again nxt year.. stop being such a pest followin us lk an idoitic slut n dog.. esp e excursion todae.. wth! wad's ur prob la.. cant we enjoy even our last day of sch??!! muz u destroy n give us no peace till we die??

report book out! yeah! 9 in class wid 70.1% phew!! hahas.. n guess wad my EOY english overall was actually an A2!! it is a miracle indeed!! 72 lor!! first time since sec 2.. but gues wad i gt a faur for my conduct.. cauz well every body noes y.. i shant say much.. it is so obvious tt she wanna destroy my wonderful future which is so bright.. one word -JEALOUS!!! obvious.. she spoiled my mood n on wed i coud not really concentrate durin dance.. FAIR!!! i hv nv gotten tis b4.. parents r now v pissed wid her!!! n she keep bringin bsck old things.. cant we start afresh for our year 2007??? muz she even spoil it? y muz she do tis?? EVIL!!! OBVIOUS!! HATE HER!!! GO TO HELL!!!!

shant write so much bout stuffs which r .... shall talk bout class 203'06 last day which is fullfillin n full of happiness n joy.. :)

went excursion n as written above.. BUT we still had a great time.. hahas.. we all there zilian n me n belle belle kept takin photos 2gether while alice n yeeteng at e back oso zilian.. wa! went kranji war memoril.. seein all e heros who sacrifised for our country die at such a young age we felt so sad for them.. but at e naval musuem i had so many mosquoto bites!!! *rawrr!* i promised nv to go back there again!!! then while coming home me n yeeteg zilian wid our freako faces.. well more lk her!! hahas. yt cant vlame it u hv a freak face.. hahas. freak unite!!!

played uno in class aft excursion n poor counsillors had a hard time tryin to make us clean up our classrom... nvm tresure it cauz u may nv take us again.. hahas! lolx!

when sch dismiss tt time.. e atmosphere was lk so .. i dunno how to say... ppl were cryin.. n well i was lk oso so sad tt i cried a little too.. although our class hv distinct cliques.. we still shared times together.. great n bad times.. hey noe wad bois cries too!!! amazin! well in e end i controlled my tears.. bb to those who will b leaving nan hua end of tis year n best of luck in everything u do!! :) dont miss me too! hahas.

me n yeeteng r in e same course code.. hope can get into e same class.. i dun wanna b zibi!!!
we r freaks!!! freaks unite!! we gt thru many obstacles to b frenz todae.. let nothing break our friendship apart! enjoy u n ur freak face.. highly entertaining hahas.. n ur bb!!!! n will oso nv forget e way u spit ur water rite at my precious face.. i didnt noe tt i was so entertainin.. a line for u: "green tea ya shi ni!" rmb to read tis drinkin water.. specially dedicatated! take care good luck with bb.. :)

alice- 5 years of friendship i believe will nv juz end tis way.. so honoured to b e first to noe who is ice lemon tea.. n oso willl miss ur byl ness.. dun forget me hor CHIO BU!! n good luck with err hmmm!!!! will still see ya in church.. take care loads! dun miss me too much.. hahas! :)

jess- mama! dun forget me hor.. muz keep in contact... enjoy e times when u share ur secrets wid me, coach me in my studies n oso b there to lend a listening ear to me... :) n hope tt we two can appeal lit as 9th sub cheng gong so can still see u!!!hahas rmb i will still b there askin u wierd Qs.. hmmms muz tell me hor e end results!!! :)

vera-nvm will still see u in dance n hope can dance same one as u.. so i wun hv to zibi!!! hahas.. u r so honoured first to noe who is green tea n so encouragin all e time.. i oso learnt to b more OPTIMISTIC in life thou i'm still tryin hard to..my LAOGONG wid a carrot!!! huh?? dun seem to make sense.. nvm!!!!!

tzeying-papa aka cheng ah gua!!! hope u lk e name we specially dedicated to u.. may not see u le.. cauz diff clas.. keep in touch wun forget me de rites... aft all tt has happen tis year!!! our ups n downs we share.. spendin our hols thinkin of crap ideas.. n fan together over it.. cont wid ur retard smile !!! take care loads..

FOR EVERYONE'S INFO!!! NOTHING U SAY OR DO WILL EVA BREAK US APART SO EASILY.. ESP... SO DUN WASTE UR TIME N EFFORT BY DOIN SO U R ONLI MAKIN URSLF SEEM SO CHILDISH N ONLI MAKE US HATE U MORE!!!!

to all x.phiscovia/ANTS members
hols muz go out together take neo prints 2getta Ks... keep in touch.. n oso go out shopping!!! it's party time!!! forget all e unhappy pasts n look forward.. tmr will b a better day.. :)

to my other special frenz in 203

gwen- u n ur byl!! hahas... nvm enjoyed myself wid u hahas.. comparing leg muscles!! will rmb u as e byl gal who calls herself a chio bu!! lolx! nvm u r!! in ***** eyes.. :) my innocent eyes!!!! share great times wid u.. thx for always willing to share a listening ear to ME!!! take casre!!! n dun forget tt will still see ya in church!!! nan hua revival!

shufen aka snapper.. rmb! i'm more CHIO!!! hahas.. best of luck n jiayou wid ****** hors!!! ur singing is not tt awful but please sing at appropriate time Ks.. hahas.. enjoyed e time when we share our secrets 2 getta.. muz ask me go skate ks during e hols... timi tmo tigo!!!!

wait n i gta stop here le ks!!!! shall type more tmr...

oh ya i gt into 21 course code-triple science wid history!!
wish me luck 4 e appeal to take lit :)

i will cont my green tea thingy!!!!
BEWARE TO ALL WHO NOE WAD I'M TALKIN BOUT :)

i seem to have a very kiam siap mum.. cant help it sorry no offence mum but it is indeed true.. undeniable!

she is so stingy over everything n i have to even pay for my personal lessons outside.. wad's her prob? it is not lk we cant afford e cost if u can afford private schoolin for HER which costs about 8K.. i hate my life loads.. i really hate it.. how good it will be if i can switch lifes wid others.. i wanna b god dam RICH!!!

BUT i cant deny tt my dad juz rawkz n i really love him too although he is always away on business trip retuning home very few times a month.. everything he does is or e family i noe.. n hahas. he loves me lotz too...he allows me to take up enrichment classs outside n brings me out for GOOD food n he gives in to me n counsells me when i flare up.. hahas, tt is quite often now..
n he has agreed to buy me e walk man phone regardless of wad mum says.. hello! mum we agreed on e terms already..

todae was really a boring boring day.. went out for breakfast n i didnt wanna get out of my comfortable bed at first.. missed it too much.. came back to clear all my old textbooks.. i'm gonna say bye to them already.. i love my life in sec 2?? i dunno... i love dance n my frenz but i really dun lk e ****** i shall not say.. they r juz far to biased... i really hjate them to e core.. but it is not all but some.. they have cauz much misery to me tis whole year.. hope i will not hv to see them again next year..

I'M PRAYIN!!!! i'm tryin to forgive them cauz God says to forgive ur neighbours n it is only when u forgive those who has hurt n harm tt God will too forgive u of your sins..

went IMM later in e aft wid my parents.. i agreed to go cauz i wanted to go out n watch death note cauz i will b v busy fr tmr onwards n yet they didnt allow.. well more so mum! spent my precious time walkin around IMM widout buyin anything.. n i wanted to buy a movie to compensate myself.. but 'tada' my stingy mum didnt allow.. sayin tt it will b a wastre of money.. true i watch once n nv watch e dvds again but its no fair tt i cant watch e movie bcauz of ur..

i'm back at home-BORED!
discussed wid my sister n we both agree to hv onli ONE child.. hahas. one child policy.. we agree tt if we hv onli one child we can invest more on he/her.. i will prefer to hv a gal.. i prefer to hv a gal... i will let her learn gymnastic,ballet,ICE-SKATING, piano,violin n swimming.. i will let her learn wad she wans as long as it is ok.. not some thing useless... i wun b kiam siap!!!!
n let her /he hv any regrets in life.. lk me if i wanna learn most things i lk n wish to, it will b too late when i grow up.. :(

i hv big dreams n ambitions..
i wanna get rich, hv a big car n house n hv a great job which pays me super duper well...

back from my 5 day holiday already.. hahas. miss me? jk!jk! todae's post is gonna b a long long one.. hahas. dun fall alsleep hor.. hahas. i'm startin!! dont complain le.. lolx!



19/10/2006
hahas. enjoyed e plane's food as usual cauz i'm greedy n i love to eat.. lalalala!juz realised from tis trip tt eating has really bcome one of my part time occupation.. hahas. n i actuallt watched toy story cauz i didint noe wad to watch n cartoons juz attracts me.. lolx! watched e ending of poseidon n some dunno wad crime show programme.. was watchin until e exciting part of about finding e bodies when we landed.. *rawrr!* wad a nice time to do tt to me..

took a train to kawloon b4 taking a ferry.. we wanted to take e 3.30pm ferry but it left already so we had no choice but to take e next one at 5.30 which is lk so dam long!! went to some coffee house for a drink. had vanilla shake as usual n as usual too, end up throwin more than half..
i hate to take ferry.. it onli gives me a headache.. we then take a bus n by e time reach zhong shan it was lk 8 already..

had dinner at some posh restaurant . e quantity of e food was large n it was lk so cheap.. hmmms.. e place is not as run down as i had expected..

there's is lk so many customs to clear n i'm so sick of them.. gaggin at my photo n askin if tt is me.. obviously it's me.. juz tt it was taken when i was pri 2 n i looked totally nerdish!!! totally!!!


people do change
n e changes r scary
change widout warnings..
i'm home sick
or m i not?
m i even missing any one
in e first place??
is he on my list?
do i still love him?
unreciprocated love
what a chore
love is blind
thus nothing can stop.
LOVE!

20/10/2006
went dad's office todae.. had breakfast b4 goin.. eye contact lens gave me prob again todae..wth!! dad's office com could not work n i wanted to use so they called in a technician... i was lk so bored waitin.. sleepin n listenin to my mp3.... pc repaired but e internet access was down.. :( boo!! n i was still bored..

went to an italy restaurant 4 lunch..i had beef steak wid spagetti.. yummy! i'm really growin fat fat fat! spend rest of e day doin nuts playin lame games wid my mum who i made to play wid me to pass time which passes so slowly.. went to a chinese restaurant 4 dinner.. it's steamboat -chicken wid pig.. lalala! n e rice is special. taste delicious.. n there were alot of shuai ge waiters but obviously i didnt go gaga over them.. lalala! not my cup of tea.. but one really look lk darrion..
ps: sf if u read tis..

being e boss daughter is really diff they look at u differently, treat u differently etc... want a pay increament huh?? dont work on me lor..
n dad actually has a private chauffeur n i'm so dam jealous cauz wwe dont even hv one in spore.. no fair!!

lookin at those young workers there n their livin conditions, i cant help but feel bless.. anw how can we compare when we r livin e diff countries??

21/10/2006

time flies.. sat already.. at midnite, woke up wid loads of mosquito bites.. admit it- they juz love my blood too much.. we went for a morning walk in e morning.. went to explore e whole estate.. it's really big.. dad n mum thinking of buyin a semi detached there in china.. cauz it is so cheap!!!
went for breakfast b4 shopping.. i bought ALOT!!! jacket, pants,shirt,jeans,shoes... u name it i bought them.. lunch was boring.. e dish r lk so sian.. e chauffeur send mum n i back to e apartment b4 sendin dad to e office cauz he had something on- emergency.. n i spend my whole aft watchin a hongkong show which is so interestin..

then dad came back.. to pick us.. had dinner wid his chauffeur..
pigeons!!! tt wad we ate.. n ops! i ate e most..

n dad juz told us tis:" wad ur ate yest was not chicken.. it is pigeon!!! my gosh... mum n i freaked out!! totally!!"

22/10/2006

time flies n toddae is already e 2 nd last day of our hols.. i really hope to stop e time, not let it pass, cont to enjoy e wonderful times we had.. i really dont noe when we will go back there again.. coming here really changed me.. i feel tt i hv grown more mature towards certain aspects n gained new knowledge.. i oso gt to noe nice ppl here.. it's not really wad ppl described..

MISSED MY BED
MY HOUSE
N WONDERFUL SPORE!!!

went 4 a morning walk todae again if tt really does count.. cauz it was rather short..had a much better sleep last nite.. wierd in spore it's a miracle if i wake up b4 9am by myself but here i get up at bout 6 plus 7 every day by MYSELF!!! lolx!

had breakfast at e usual place usual stuffs.. went to gong bei some place for shopping.. e shooping centre is so big!! probably e size of vivo city of bigger??

had to wait 4 e bus 4 35mins.. i really learned to b more patient fr tis trip cauz we always hv to wait so long when we take public transport there.. love spore transport- efficient,fast,safe

shopped till 2.30pm b4 we had our lunch.. lost count of time.. n we onli shopped e 1st n 2nd level shops.. 4 hours!!!


had lunch at a japanese restaurant.. i juz love to eat eels.. taste wonderful! boyght so much stuffs todae tt we had to buy a big big luggage to put all e new stuffs.. we r really on a shopping spree man!

bought a nike school shoe, 2 jeans n a tights.. i didnt really buy much todae cauz i didnt really lk e stuffs.. but mum n dad really bought alot!!

let e dance b our destiny


23/10/06

n 'tada!' i'm back.. from e ferry there, wanted to take a train n taxi but tis old man offered to send us to HK airport at $150 but then went we reached there he charged us $200.. lolx! cheat our money cauz we r foreigners.. wad crap logic!! these ppl cheat our money once they hear us speak english.. n at e airport there was this man that suddenly came up to ask if we r s' poreans.. lolx! or wad we fr afganistan meh?? still ask in such a rude tone.. tss! tss! no manners man!! bought a book bout tis life story of tis renowed ballerina.. so touching.. read thru out e journey in e plane.. yep! mum bought 4 me... :p mum n dad bought lots of food n sourveniers fr HK.. n bought some more clothes too..
okie ps gta go..
sis is fighting 4 e com..
tis happens when one
has not touch e com 4 bout a week..

i'm gna blog regularly again..

pps: dad is back 4 8 days tis time round..
nitex!!

todae did nthin much in sch.. juz slackin away.. went to some art museum which required us to walk soo muchh... lol! at first they made us assemble at 9.30 then aft tt, they told us tt we were supposed to go back to class n come assemble at 11.20 we waited at e car porch till 12.50 b4 we set off. wth! waste our timee. *rawrr*

cleared my locker todae.. it's finally empty!!!! i brought home a total of 9.5kg books... which was so heavy.. n tt explains y i'm home so early... cauz dun expect me to go out holdin such a heavy box..

lookin forward to my family's trip to China.. visit my dad...
i'm gonna DEMAND for my walkman phone..
hmmms dun noe which walkman phone i should get..
*hmmmss. secret juz luve them*

yeessh! 73 for lit overall-i've topped e class!!!
n a B4 for my chinese.. at least i didnt get a C.. *phew*

okie all e results r out already n wad would i say?? well okie i tink.. since i tried my best already.. out of 8 subjects i managed to score 5As.. long time since i obtained soo many As.. hahas i managed to prove to SOME ppl tt i can do well. hee. mummy is buyin me a walkman phone 4 scoring 5 As. cool! 9 points... lalalala.. hope can go acjc..

art-60/100.. well i juz gt to say tt i hv not much talent in tis area
physics-25.5/30
science-79/100 an A fianlly aft ONE whole year *rawrr*
history-86/100 (n sathi says tt i'm most lkly e one topping e standard.. muahahas.
geography-70.5/100 well at least i scored an A.. hahas.
el paper 1-37/60
giving a 63.6/100(excluding oral)
math paper one-40/50
paper two-35/50
TOTAL-75/100 i juz managed to scrape an A1.. a pathetic one some more.. but who cares. a high A1 is oso e same as a low A1 in O levels...

was lk so dam bloody moody 4 no reason during lunch break.. dun noe y.. it is not tt my results were bad.. well blame it on my HORMONES.. n wtf i've gt a PIMPLES OUTBREAK... *rawrr*
n i went toilet so many times todae.. n some blood ass freak still gave me a look when i wanted to go to e toilet.. wad's ur prob??!!

bs cancelled todae.. so went lot 1 watched rob b hood wid vera n yeeteng.. when we were almost reachin e 188 bus stop, vera said tt she had place her wallet in her LOCKER!!! n we were lk retards walkin in e opp dirction as others walkin to sch.. missed 2 bus 188.. e next one came at 3 plus n we reached e cinema a whooping 15 min late.. anw e cinema was practically empty.. it was rather obscene, funny n touchin.. ooh lala.. two grown up men as nannies so CUTE!

n some stoopid gals fr dunno where were givin us a 'wadeva look' when me, vera n yt were claiming tt our results wid a C grade r a freeaky 57.. n they actually gave us a look.. as usual we rolled our eyes n gave them a wads ur prob look... hahas.. went home aft tt n watched princess hours 4 e FIRST time...

i want my walk man phone!!!!!!

is there nature walk 4 dancers tmr? hmmmssss...

i'm definitely taking triple science wid HISTORY!!!!
hope can appeal into lit class n take as 9th subject...

i wan my walkman phone mby hook or by crook!!!!!
u promised!!!!!















jess n me :p
mid autumn fest! zilianin on our way!














our gang.. ops! yt u lk retard!
top: me, jess n alice
bottom:yeeteng, vera n wei mann

wee!!! juz back fr tuition.. it was crapin time n there was so little ppl.. hahas. was lk talkin nuts wid ty as usual n teacher todae special case let us sit 2gether... hahas... yest went cg n me,gwen n alice was suppose to meet at clementi mrt at 12.. hahas. i reached at 12.10. LATE as usual.. hahas. but i was not e last.. alice came at 12.20 so we went kfc to buy my lunch n dear gwen came at onli 12.40.. tss! tss! hahas. gwen sis mh say tt makin ppl wait is lk killin tt person.. ooo hor!!!! hahas. nvm!!! i was oso late last week.. late for half hour..

cg was cool as usual... i dnt go church aft tt.. went settlers cafe wid cg members.. gwen couldnt go n alice didnt go...e rest didnt go cauz preparin 4 o levels... i was a lttl sian at first cauz i CHAO anti-social kind.. wee!! but still had a great time.. played lotx of games.. ate alot.. as usual. e best game was dunno wad la.. gt king, assasinator,thief,warlord,artist etc... sooo fun! i won e game.. first to build 8 buildings.. yeah! a dam evil n cool game. hahas. booger was fun too... e funniest game was e box wid macaroni.. passin it aroung n openin not noeing when e macaroni would pop out at ur face.. lalalala! i was lucky it didnt happen to me.. left e settlers cafe at bout 8.30pm.. each onli payin $10..

change piano timin le.. so can go sunday church.lolx! hope get a nice nice one.. lalalala!
goin hols le.. 4 more days. counting down! n tmr gettin back all e other papers. hope tt i did do WELL!

poo! i haven even pack my luggage yet... so sian lor.. i onli pack at e last min.. lala! n get paranoid when dun hv anything tt i wanna bring there.. gna go on a shopping spree!


u nv get everything
u wan in life...
face it gal!
life was nv easy
no one said it would b..
but juz see how
u wanna lead one..
a depressin or
a fulfilin n happy one...

i'm juz wun liao.. bloggin again.. k cauz i'm feelin bored n... vera blog so nice.. love her wall paper n content.. cool!!! everyone is catching up in their academic life.. todae no dance wanted to go vivo city n shop but vera say lotx shop not open yet.. sad! sad! spent 3 hrs in mac.. grrrrssss... i'm growin in e WRONG way... jian fei da ji hua!!!! saw mr brown he recgonised us.. lolx!

y is everyone findin fault wid me when i did nothing!!!!!!!!????

had e streaming talk again.. decided most prob taking triple, elect lit.. trying to appeal take pure lit as 9th sub cauz triple no lit n i love lit loads.. so nice lar.. history is better..
learning bout cold war, ww1 n ww2.. so cool lar.. love it.. pure his better still gt learn se asia.. nice! nice! BUT still seeing results thou most lkly takin elect lit cauz i no interest in geo.. n ppl all ask me take wad i really lk.. history is lk so cool... interesting.. blabs.. i think geo too dry le.. too much common sense.. which i lack.. hope can appeal n take lit as 9th subject... belle oso appealin..

sometimes i wish to get into e best class.. but i'm afraid tt i cant take e stress.. lk in p5 n 6 when i was in e best class.. stress!!!! condemnation!!!! inferiority!!!!
even in my group i already feel e stress.. i think i study hard not smart.. haix!!! dunno how to change study techniques...

i shall try to think bout e bright side of life... lalalala..
exams r over!!!!!

my love 4 u fades...
love is such a tough thing..
u will nv noe my feelings n all...
my feelings 4 u a secret 4eva..

life is full of ups n downs
but it is jus
if u can take it
or not..

oh ya ps: skating sch fees juz doubled.. fine can say bb le..
mum is so not gonna pay 4 me le....
i wanna b rich rich rich!!!!!

ok yest wanted to blog but i could not enter into blogger.. rawrr!!!! PISSED!!! wasted my time which i could use to watch tv.. catching up wid all e latest shows aft 10 months.. i didnt watch tv shows since sch started tis year... shall make up 4 lost times... lalalala.. shall blog bout wad happen yest n todae..
went out wid csf yest.. cauz i promised to help her do a makeover since lk one month ago?? well we were supposed to meey at 12 at je mrt.. but at 11 plus i called her but she ws lk still at home... n i told her to call me once she reach boon lay mrt... well cauz i didnt wan to look lk a retard standing at e mrt waitin 4 ppl.. i waited at home 4 a call while watchin some wierd tv programmes till lk 12... well i hv bad estimation of time n since i dont even noe how far her house is fr e mrt station.. i called her at 12 n e next thing she said was tt she was reaching je mrt station already.. hahas. poor her waited 4 me 4 over half an hour... nvm csf it's an honour 4 u to wait 4 ME!!! hahas. jkjk! we were suppose to alight at bugis but we were lk listenin to e mp3 n watchin a free show.. hahas bout some ppl starin at some ill breed kids shoutin n screamin in e mrt... tss! tss!!! n we went all e wat to kallang!!!! arh!! e moment we were at kallang i was lk
:"oh shit! we overshot!!" hahas at kallang mrt we were zi lianing again till e mrt came.. went bugis to take neo prints.. n i bought an emily wallet 4 $20 n i love it lotz..walked around bugis but didnt see any thing to our liking so we went to bugis village... walk walk walk.. n lk wtf la ppl esp gals were practically starin at us... n we were lk wad's ur prob la.. FREAKS!! sf was on a total shopping spree.. she bought a wallet, pencil box n a skirt..
aft a while lk 2 hrs later...we were lk hungry!!!! went bugis cafe to eat n i hd fish n chips... i was lk so hungry aft bein starved since last nite... sf then bought two zinc bags aft my persuation.. hahas mayb i can think bout becomin a sales lady.. aft o levels.. left bugis n went orchard cauz we were bored... went far east n we both bought e same shirt n i bought a crown jacket... which was white n gold.. omg!! so nice.. hahas.. it was lk 5 plus n i hd to meet my mum cauz i was goin out wid her... so as we were goin to 711 b4 goin e mrt station i saw some nhds seniors.. hahas. we both looked shocked??!!
went to e mrt - red line one wid e intention to go city hall b4 changin to e green line.. n 'tada!' we took e wrong train... went all e way to toa payoh b4 i realised.. drats1 i was already running late.. well finally we took e right train.. n IVAN finally called. lol! wanted us to meet him at ps but it means lk changin trains.. oh so bad!! i wun get a chance to see him cauz they meetin on nxt thurs.. n i'm goin overseas... n death note is out... arh!!!!! i was half an hour late meetin my mum.... hahass.. n i spent $70.. wid csf spendin $160.. i sure nope how to make one burn a hole in their pocket... lalalalalala..

todae is FRIDAY E 13th... my gosh!!! n i was chao unlucky todae.. i realised tt i dun get into trouble but is juz tt trouble comes to find me... wtf!!! shant say wad really happen but is lk ppl juz lk findin trouble wid me n get me into hot soup when i did NOTHIN... f them la!!! nothin better to do go n f urself la... kill urself anything.. well i guess some of u knew wad happened.. n some freaks keep catchin my attire.. n my gosh our pe teacher can actually still recgonise me.. aft 3 weeks.. nothin good juz e gal who pone e pe 3 weeks ago.. so many pone but it seems tt my face most outstandin..
results were out todae- 3 subjects..
first- lit.. 40/50.. ok bax.. since i expected tt...
hcl-58/110 + 44/70 + 13.5/20 = 57.8
crap i gt e some how lowest in class... my chinese is droppin but i juz... haix!!! my chinese was lk a b3 la... everyone's cl seems to b improving EXCEPT ME!!!! mt paper was a total mess esp my paper 2.. i wanted to cry seeing my disappointin marks ut i juz couldnt... no use cryin over spilled milk.. anw i tried my best... mayb my cl juz sux! BUT i juz hope tt my hcl overall can get at least a b4..
el paper 2- 33/50.. expected.. when ms wong went thru e answers.. hope tis time el overall can get a b3..
although i topped my class in el paper 2 plus lit.. i juz feel upset.. n stressed.. mayb cauz e group i mix wid r so competitve... we all hide behind a mask n r labelled as bad kids n slackers by all but others juz dunnoe how competitve we actually r.. we study n study behind others to achieve good grades n everyone seems to b catchin up.. it's juz so stressful.. n i'm feeling stressed over i dunnoe wad.. i jux dunnoe.. sometimes i juz feel lk cryin.. i dont noe.. everyone seems to b goin against me, well us.. we r not bad kids at all.. i hate to b labelled as one.. we r not lousy in our studies at all... NO!!! dont they see tt our group ppl r scoring lotx of As n toppin e class. i cant wait to go sec 3.. mayb i wun b so ANTS anm.. but they forced me to do tis.. some i hv nv even offended b4 n they r findin troub wid me.. wads their prob la.. nothin to do???
getting back physics, math, geo n his n art nxt monday.. STRESSED!!! i hate losin to others.. when i studied hard.. haix..

life has nv been a bed of roses u dont excel in everything.. i dont noe wad i'm good at.. wad's my talent or gifts?? haix!!! one can nv hv two Bs but.....

living behind a mask is awful...
no ones noes how i really feel..
i dread sch nowadays..
havin to tolerate lotz fr other ppl..
bein labelled n named
n havin to b persecuted by some..
my feelings u will nv noe
my brain is spinnin n turnin
i'm juz so stressed..
fr everything..
i'm prayin n commitin all to GOD.. :p


ps: any one noe how to scan n upload neo prints?? tell me.. thx..

i juz love tis pic loads.. hahas..(tzeying, jess n ME!!!)

*bleats* i'm back n i hv juz change my blogskin again if u hv noticed.. hahas.. thx to mee dear alice who helped me.. went ice skate todae n me alice n vera skated till 3 plus.. it was flooding wid ppl.. lolx! nothing much happen todae.. juz spoting shuai ge n chio bu's.. lol! n saw tis guy who looks lk Andy.. hahs. i miss skating soooo much... miss e times when i could skate, skate n skate.. lalalalalal... i'm still tryin to persuade my mum to let me take up ice skating again.. i'm hopin 4 a 'YES!!!!' i wanna spin n jump lk in e past... hahas n labelled as a PRO KIA!!!! so jealous of those skate Singapore.. able to dai biao singapore....hahas.. n they r lk so dam pro.. weezz!!! so jealous... hahas... i juz hope tt i can hv more more more $$$$ so can learn lotx of stuffs...
aft skating we went to e jap restaurant there to eat.. hahas. burget tour.. as vera was v tired she left first.. i went to buy a white belt wid alice b4 goin to e library.. to return her long long overdue book..
n alice is so honoured to b in mee house now.. hahas. n she was there helpin me wid my blog. ok i noe i'm pathetic but cant help it when i'm not e least IT integrated.. still gt lot to learn...
enjoyin e two days of hols b4 having to get back mee results.. juz prayin n hopin 4 e best..

X.Phiscovia:)!

daphine, charlene, yilin, me n shirlyn

(testing uploading photos. lolx!)

my class 2o3...rox!

finally halfway done wid my blog.. yeah! i was so dam pissed off todae wid some ppl.. *bleats* calling us 'these' ppl n trying to say tt we r bad ppl.. wtf! hello look 2 urself b4 blabbing.. u r no more better.. we r juz normal teenagers who lead a normal life.. get a grip! we r not geeks.. n we r ppl wid brains la.. we dont act lk some retard nerds but tt does not mean tt we r lousy in our studies lar.. onli losers act lk tt.. nvm! shall enjoy e last few weeks of sch in 2006 shall not let THESE sort of ppl spoil my mood..
jess, wm, yeeteng, vera, alice, tzeying n i went straight to com lab 1 aft lunch n llf was lk so shocked.. hahas. i was busy doin my blog n was not even doin her work.. hahas. any way who was?? then during acc period yeeteng,vera,tzeying n i slacked in e toilet for e whole 2 periods.. hahas. we were in there slacking away.. tzeying was lk trying to figure out how to remove e whole soap dispenser cauz aft hearing ppl fr some sch fillin e soap dispenser wid urine.. grosh diao! n 'tada'! e soap spilled on her n we 3 were lk ermmm n we were commenting on wad could possibly b in side..
n wth!!! wasted my time in sch cauz relay system pass down tt todae check papers then we came.. n who noes we onli check ONE paper-chemistry.. n still gta hear some ppl crap.. lalalalalala!!!
i gt 14/20 for chemistry.. well expected! is lk i calculated my marks on tt day..
we r gna prove tt person wrong by getting good results n tt person juz onli gt to shut e bloody mouth..
then vera,yeeteng n alice went out to cut hair n celebrate ANTS bdae.. so sad i was not able to go cauz i had dental appointment.. boohoo! :( nvm! hope ur had a great time.. my appointment was at 3 but my turn came at onli 4... arrhhh!!!! waiting lk an idoit 4 one hour...
so sian n later still gta go 4 theory lesson.. *bleats* hope no surprise test or i'm dead!!!

hahas. vera gna prove u wrong by blogging everyday...
muahahas...

crap tis post keeps being unable to b posted... f..

i have decided to start blogging again.. lalalala..hahas aft many many months... hahas.. now i'm i'm lk in e com lab (cl period).. *bleats* it's so boring lar..hearing some peeps talk nonsence.. lalalala.. cont my blogging when i reach home..